my thoughts... kinda
I keep telling my self your not the one for me, but the more I say it, the more I realize that it’s true. The truth: you just may be. I keep trying to keep all the things that I feel one big secret, not let any one know the real me or even come close to figuring me out, but then you came along, and the second you met me, you knew what I was all about.
You say that you love me over and over again, but do you really mean it? I know I’ve said that I love you, but does that even mean anything to you? I meant it every time I said it. Did you? Do you get what I’m trying to say when I say it? Do you even feel the same way as me any more? Does it even matter to you how I feel?
You say that every one tells you the same thing. I’m always doing something behind your back or doing something wrong and in the end it’s always the same thing. It’s not true. Why don’t you trust me? What did I do to make you not trust me? Do I really have to prove to you that you can trust me? Just tell me what to do and I’ll gladly do it. You believe all these things you hear with out even talking to me first and just assume that it’s true. You have no idea how bad it hurts to know that the person you love is always question your actions with out hesitation. Although in all honesty, I don’t think that my actions should be questioned at all. But that’s just me. I just wish that you’d take a second to think about it is your believing and ask your self if you really think it’s true. And if you hate all the pain I‘m causing you, why do you coming back for more? I don’t get it. Not at all.
But after all these are just words. Are they just words to you?
You say that you love me over and over again, but do you really mean it? I know I’ve said that I love you, but does that even mean anything to you? I meant it every time I said it. Did you? Do you get what I’m trying to say when I say it? Do you even feel the same way as me any more? Does it even matter to you how I feel?
You say that every one tells you the same thing. I’m always doing something behind your back or doing something wrong and in the end it’s always the same thing. It’s not true. Why don’t you trust me? What did I do to make you not trust me? Do I really have to prove to you that you can trust me? Just tell me what to do and I’ll gladly do it. You believe all these things you hear with out even talking to me first and just assume that it’s true. You have no idea how bad it hurts to know that the person you love is always question your actions with out hesitation. Although in all honesty, I don’t think that my actions should be questioned at all. But that’s just me. I just wish that you’d take a second to think about it is your believing and ask your self if you really think it’s true. And if you hate all the pain I‘m causing you, why do you coming back for more? I don’t get it. Not at all.
But after all these are just words. Are they just words to you?