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DONT SIT THERE AND TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE AND THAT I SHOULD JUST PRETEND THAT YOU SAID IT ...... ITS NOT FAIR TO ME OR MY HEART .. I FOR ONE CANT PERSONALLY TAKE THAT ..... ITS JUST A BIT TOO MUCH FOR ME TO DEAL WITH AS MUCH AS I SAY IM AN ADULT IM NOT IM JUST A KID AND THIS PARTICULAR KID HAS GOT ONE HELL OF A BROKEN HEART AND YOUR JUST SMASHING IT UP EVEN MORE AND I'M BEGENNING TO THINK THAT YOUVE STOPPED CARING BECAUSE THATS WHAT IT REALLY SEEMS LIKE TO ME IM TRYING TO GET RID OF EVERYTHING I FELL BY MY OWN WAYS BUT THEY ARNT WORKING AS WELL AS THEY USED TO AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE ...DONT BOTHER SAYING SORRY IT DOESNT MEAN ANYHTING TO ME ANYMORE BECAUSE IM SICK OF HEARING IT AND IM EVEN SICKER OF SAYING IT IT DOESNT SEEM TO HOLD AND MEANING ANYMORE OTHER IM SORRY I GOT CAUGHT LYING ... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IN CASE YOUR WONDERING I THINK I HAVE COMPLETLEY LOST IT AND IM VERY UPSET RIGHT NOW AND IM JUST ALL MESSED UP I GUESS YOU COULD SAY OR MAYBE YOUD JUST CALL ME CRAZY LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE BUT YOU DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL SO DONT JUDGE ME .. THATS ANOTHER THING IM SICK OF WHY DO YOU GUYS JUDGE EVERY LITTLE THING ABOUT EVERYONE .....??????????? I DONT FUCKING GET IT ITS SO FUCKING STUPID IF SOMETHING HAPPENED IN THE PAST LET IT THE FUCK GO DONT JUDGE SOME ONE ON IT .... FOR FUCKS SAKE THERES NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT YOU CANT CHANGE IT JUST MOVE ON AND QIT BEING A LITTLE BITCH ABOUT IT IM SICK OF IT .. IM SICK OF EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW I THINK IM JUST SICK OF MY LIFE BUIT MOST OF ALL JUST BEING ALONE .. CALL ME EMO I KNOW YOU WILL BUT I AM I THINK IM DONE FOR NOW OH AND ONE LAST THING ...
FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!