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i can't do this i can't breathe i'm falling apart. i'm breaking at the seams. my mind is crashing down. i'm giving up on me. i can pretend it's ok. build myself up on false hopes. make it all better with fake dreams. pretending i'm ok. hoping i can be normal. but it falls apart. it falls away. i know i need help. why can't i just do it on my own. why can't make it last. i can build up my mind make it last for a while. go back to being normal. then take i nose dive into the ground. i think i'm done faking that i'm ok. i think i'm done lying to myself. telling myself that someday things will be ok.