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i step slowly into a world frozen from your love. a world created to destroy all the emotion left behind my eyes. a world in which everything i have to love and all i have to love with means nothing. i close my eyes and become lost, better to be lost then to be drained of all my life. so i wander your streets, your world. pretending to be safe in your arm. i know not to dream of such things, because as i sleep you hold another girl. another fuck for you list and yet another toy for your box. so i am alone. and i know it. and i am sure to be safe from the world for you have set me in my place. and i give you all i have. all my love and all my emotion. yet you desire most what i have hidden from you. behind my eyes.