Hiya everyone!
Hello! Time for a new entry, I guess. Haven't done one in awhile, and I wanted to tell you guys what's new in my life right now!
Finals are this week. Bleh. Kinda worried in a couple of classes because if I don't have an A in them, then I'm grounded for the entire summmer. I think I'll do well, though...as long as I study hard, which is what I have been doing and...still doing even now. ^^; I wish I could have more confidence in myself sometimes, but I guess I have to wait before I reach that stage in development, just like everything else. Like I noticed I used to be so shy...especially when I got right into High school. I only talked to the people I knew, never really talked to my teachers, never really talked to anyone else outside of band...heck, never talked to many upperclassmen in band, either, except Brytini and Andy Yaeh and my cousin Jessica.. And look at me now... I'm so much more open to everyone else. I actually talk to my teachers now and I have a lot more friends now, with upperclassmen too. Next year, I'll be an upperclassmen, but still... And I feel good, in a way, that I am because now there's no limit to how many friends I can make! ^___^
I'm also trying out for Assistant Drum Major at school. I get really nervous when Mr. M goes to ask us to do stuff individually because I want to make sure I do my best. But I always end up doing fine, and when I make mistakes, Mr. M corrects me and I make sure I do it ten times better! And so then I feel more confident in myself. I guess if I become Assistant Drum Major, I'll gain a confidence boost and I'll feel more confident because everyone's placing their trust in me...one of the best leaders at our school. ^___^
I hope everyone is doing well. I hope everyone is happy, because that's the way it should be. Everyone deserves to be happy in their own way, even if it's not what society sees as true happiness. I say this because I've recently been unhappy for silly little things that I know don't really matter in life and it's because our school focuses so much....too much on those little things, and I've come to realize the truth again.
I wish everyone a happy day. ^____^ Yay!
Finals are this week. Bleh. Kinda worried in a couple of classes because if I don't have an A in them, then I'm grounded for the entire summmer. I think I'll do well, though...as long as I study hard, which is what I have been doing and...still doing even now. ^^; I wish I could have more confidence in myself sometimes, but I guess I have to wait before I reach that stage in development, just like everything else. Like I noticed I used to be so shy...especially when I got right into High school. I only talked to the people I knew, never really talked to my teachers, never really talked to anyone else outside of band...heck, never talked to many upperclassmen in band, either, except Brytini and Andy Yaeh and my cousin Jessica.. And look at me now... I'm so much more open to everyone else. I actually talk to my teachers now and I have a lot more friends now, with upperclassmen too. Next year, I'll be an upperclassmen, but still... And I feel good, in a way, that I am because now there's no limit to how many friends I can make! ^___^
I'm also trying out for Assistant Drum Major at school. I get really nervous when Mr. M goes to ask us to do stuff individually because I want to make sure I do my best. But I always end up doing fine, and when I make mistakes, Mr. M corrects me and I make sure I do it ten times better! And so then I feel more confident in myself. I guess if I become Assistant Drum Major, I'll gain a confidence boost and I'll feel more confident because everyone's placing their trust in me...one of the best leaders at our school. ^___^
I hope everyone is doing well. I hope everyone is happy, because that's the way it should be. Everyone deserves to be happy in their own way, even if it's not what society sees as true happiness. I say this because I've recently been unhappy for silly little things that I know don't really matter in life and it's because our school focuses so much....too much on those little things, and I've come to realize the truth again.
I wish everyone a happy day. ^____^ Yay!