Continued...
Continued...
I haven't played softball for a little more than a week now and I couldn't be happier. It is nice to have a break and not stress about all of it for a bit. Sadly it starts again Thursday and I have a tournament over the weekend. Not exactly looking forward to it either. But whatever, I have to do it, and I still love softball it is just all crap.
My weekend was dull enough. I get to "work at Papa John's" for a whole five minutes. That was hilarious! And Glenn almost beat down this girl (which he thought was a dude) and was all gangster and she called him bad things and he wanted to go all like PCS on her. It was SO funny. SO after like an hour and a half almost two hours of waiting for pizza, (NOTE: Kate was the only one working and two delivery guys and the orders never stopped!), left and went and chilled at Meg's house till like 12:30.
I slept over Lauren's house Sunday night. It was cool. I saw The Crow Trilogy, which was the shiz. Got Wawa's, saw fireworks with her cousin and friend, went swimming with baluga whales, and drew a lot and she helped me with my art work. It was a lot of fun though. It really helped me relax. Then my dad decided to be a dick about the whole weekend and freaked out when I told him I was going to the fireworks like I wasn't trying to actually be responsible and a good daighter. Well, screw that idea...
Been struggling with the cutting a bit but I haven't given up. 155 days so far. I came home though and was so stressed I cut up two whole apples with razors. I knicked my fingers (ON ACCIDENT!) a few times but I am fine. It didn't do much but i held back so I would't completely slice my hand open becxause my hands were shaking so... But whatever you know.
I started drawing again. It is really quite ametuar but I am hoping to make it a lot better or at improve. I would love to take art courses over the summer but I need a job and time to do it, and those are just two things I don't have. Not to mention a permit to get me there. *eye roll* My dad still hasn't found me a driving instructor so I can go take my written test and start my hours so I can get my permit. It is starting to piss me off. I don't want this to be like my whole report card crap all over again. I didn't get that for two weeks because my dad wouldn't give me the money for wood shop. He had to write a check and mail it to the school.
Like I said I am hoping my art work improves. It would be nice to be somewhat good at something and not feel like crap about it. What is started a few days ago is called "Man's Blind Heart". I might try to figure out how to post it on here when it is finished but it all depends.
I have to see my stupid psychiatrist tomorrow and I am really not looking forward to it. Waste of time, money, and breath. It will simply consist of yes, no's, and some I don't knows. Then it will end with I will see you in 6 weeks. Ta-da... Joy. Another car ride with my good ole father of mine. *yet another eye roll*
So that is my pathetic life as off right now. And I couldn't be more bored as of this minute.
*Damn those razors look good right about now...*
I haven't played softball for a little more than a week now and I couldn't be happier. It is nice to have a break and not stress about all of it for a bit. Sadly it starts again Thursday and I have a tournament over the weekend. Not exactly looking forward to it either. But whatever, I have to do it, and I still love softball it is just all crap.
My weekend was dull enough. I get to "work at Papa John's" for a whole five minutes. That was hilarious! And Glenn almost beat down this girl (which he thought was a dude) and was all gangster and she called him bad things and he wanted to go all like PCS on her. It was SO funny. SO after like an hour and a half almost two hours of waiting for pizza, (NOTE: Kate was the only one working and two delivery guys and the orders never stopped!), left and went and chilled at Meg's house till like 12:30.
I slept over Lauren's house Sunday night. It was cool. I saw The Crow Trilogy, which was the shiz. Got Wawa's, saw fireworks with her cousin and friend, went swimming with baluga whales, and drew a lot and she helped me with my art work. It was a lot of fun though. It really helped me relax. Then my dad decided to be a dick about the whole weekend and freaked out when I told him I was going to the fireworks like I wasn't trying to actually be responsible and a good daighter. Well, screw that idea...
Been struggling with the cutting a bit but I haven't given up. 155 days so far. I came home though and was so stressed I cut up two whole apples with razors. I knicked my fingers (ON ACCIDENT!) a few times but I am fine. It didn't do much but i held back so I would't completely slice my hand open becxause my hands were shaking so... But whatever you know.
I started drawing again. It is really quite ametuar but I am hoping to make it a lot better or at improve. I would love to take art courses over the summer but I need a job and time to do it, and those are just two things I don't have. Not to mention a permit to get me there. *eye roll* My dad still hasn't found me a driving instructor so I can go take my written test and start my hours so I can get my permit. It is starting to piss me off. I don't want this to be like my whole report card crap all over again. I didn't get that for two weeks because my dad wouldn't give me the money for wood shop. He had to write a check and mail it to the school.
Like I said I am hoping my art work improves. It would be nice to be somewhat good at something and not feel like crap about it. What is started a few days ago is called "Man's Blind Heart". I might try to figure out how to post it on here when it is finished but it all depends.
I have to see my stupid psychiatrist tomorrow and I am really not looking forward to it. Waste of time, money, and breath. It will simply consist of yes, no's, and some I don't knows. Then it will end with I will see you in 6 weeks. Ta-da... Joy. Another car ride with my good ole father of mine. *yet another eye roll*
So that is my pathetic life as off right now. And I couldn't be more bored as of this minute.
*Damn those razors look good right about now...*