Log coding: 4-03-06/16-26

Apr 03, 2006 16:26

Code Entry: Lowest pinacle

To my degression my laptop has been reduced to the simplest of functions, I can no longer even password my logs for the moment, and that iritates me to no end.  However, at least I can still even complete them, I will simply have to encode them later.
Summary: Fix equipment as quickly as possible.

I have completed my rather short survey, however the results I translated from them were in my humble opinion, completely worthless I'm afraid, since my technology is on a flux at the moment, I may have to perform personal one on one interviews if the need calls for it, however as far as I've seen, most of it is pretty random and for some reason I am unable to draw conclusions due to hinderment.
Summary: Something is interfering with my ability to draw logical conclusions.

I have also discovered one or two newcomers, one would be a Mister Irvine Kinneas, he claims to be a sharpshooter, and seems to know his way around a firearm well enough, he may possibly be a danger, but for the moment I'd like to... avoid that sort of thinking, it has been a while since I've had a companion who knows a gun as well as I do, perhaps even better.
Summary: I believe my emotions are becoming an interfering factor in my life.

As regards to the tatoo, all I have discovered is that it is a Celtic artwork, and a cross like mine is in use of religion, of course, or in a specific style of fighting which I have not yet translated.  I still do not know what this holds in store for me, but I cannot fathom still why I have it, though thus far it does not seem to have a majorly large affect, and of course when this type of thinking settled in, I realized calmly I was becoming superstitious.
Summary: I need a reality check.

Finally, in regards to emotions affecting me, I have discovered... I really don't seem to care anymore.  I have come to realize I have an infatuation with Duo, which amusingly enough, is close to an obsessive complusive disorder, as love is spiked by the very same chemical reaction in the brain.  I love Duo.
Quite a startling, intriguing, yet warming thought all the same.  Though I am beginning to feel anxiety... is this what love is like?
Summary: Confusion is setting in... but oddly enough I feel... happy, dammit.

Final Summary: While nothing new can be concluded, there are a few certain newcomers, but nothing that changes my current conclusions, however due to my lack of coherent thinking, I can not trust my conclusions.  I have begun to get closer to those who live around me, and while with some I feel uneasy about it, others I find myself wishing for more.  In the end, I suppose what my laptop declare is correct, human beings are illogical.
But I knew this already.

Session ended.

Log coding: 4-03-06/16-37
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