>sigh
hmmm.... tonight was fun but keep thing about all differnt kinds of things that brought me down alot, i couldnt help myself just everything i saw reminded me of something ei didnt want to think about, i dont know anymore, i am have trouble deal wiht alot of fucking things lately,but other then my mind be somewhere else i had fun kelly jk and john came and got me and we went to sports anthorty and then went to the mall and i as soon as i got there ben came up to me i didnt even noticed him sitting on the bench and i got to met him g/f stacy , and that one of things that got me feeling kinda down , i just keep thing about all the things me and ben had and how its all gone now and i missed that,but yea i also saw alot of mall rats and gabby ricky and mike i reliezed that i have gotten taller cause gabby is really short compared to me, but after the mall me when to livingstons which is always fun we were there from 730 to 11 i had fun there omg i am getting better at pool yay 4 me!!!but that was my night i am still kinda sad but what ever i will get over it i guess i need to figure everything out and then maybe things would be differnt oh well i am out yall peace