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Jan 02, 2004 11:19

I feel as if i've been taken advantage of.. like no1 really cares.. they say they do but in the end it all comes out to me being left in the dark.. all by myself with no1 around.. and once again-the world has messed with my mind. So i've given up, i just don't care.. Everything is a blurr now so there's no point in tryin to see.. the future that brings nothing for me.. I just wish I could see what was happening b4 it happened, and now i'm in the dark. So goodbye, i'm out, have fun w/ out me.. have a good life and goodnight.

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ya know...i dont care anymore...i hate life i hate myself i just hate every fucking thing! oh but not like anyone is gonna actually care!! god nobody does! they act like they do, but ya know they just keep going on w/ their day and act like im fine after they "comfort my and help me" yeah..it helps for like an hour or so but what happens after that? huh? do i go running to someone every hour to help me get through my life?? no im not gonna live like that! whats the damn point! there is no point!! god....people see right through me and think im just this psycho girl who has major mood swings and is just...idk..but people dont understand and they cant see....im really...im freaking dying inside and people just dont fucking seem to care, or notice...ha ya know, if they did notice or did understand me they propbably wouldnt care...oh its just another stupid suicidal teen...whats new! yeah ya know people dont think of me as a person who could be suicidal...cuz ya know they all think im soo happy and shit like that n my life is perfect...yeah just wait one day when NOBODY expects it...u'll find me..dead yeah okay w/e...god im sick of all this stupid shit and i just cant take it!!!!
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