UGH
UGH I HATE MYSELF!!! im sooo stupid and dumb and mean and im the biggest bitch in the world! ugh! oh and ya know what I did!?!?! I broke my promise to myself, my mom, and my pshycholist..I did it again. and on this Saturday it would be a month I went without doing it too...I just couldnt take the fact that I was being such a bitch to Manda and I was pissed at myself and so I did it. and I wanted to get on later (which is now) and tell her im sorry, but she had to go cuz w/e the reason was and I said that her away message offeneded me (which was a BAD idea now that I think about it) and she got all pissed at me before I could explain and she got off...ugh Manda Im soo sorry! would you just talk to me? god...