Mar 25, 2004 22:59
some one at work called me a dynamo of sleepless nervous energy. I dont know where it comes from. i havent slept well at all lately. yet i can spring outa bed and begin cleaning, running, lifting. maybe if i didnt have such energy id be more relaxed and sleep better. is there something in my food. I've been working like a machine the past 2 weeks. wake, eat, work. Stayin late and coverin others shifts. I fear what the results of not working like a beast of burden. ive been dreaming of working again.
Running out of fun, running low on drive. So since ive been working so much the only thing i have tme for mostly is video games, and even after all the games ive bought, ive nearly exhausted them all in a month. I dont much talk to people anymore. i dont like going to the coffee shop any more. I can't get anyone to go to the movies with me, and i really wanna see dawn of the dead. guess ill just skip it like the past batch of horror movies i wanted to see. I'm outa books. It's been a rather lonely 2 weeks. every day at work i think more and more about how much i wanna go see somebody, anybody. but there is no one there. i think i need to make more friends. the ones i have are fleeting.