anrgy rant
I've not been in the best of moods lately. I've wanted to carry my baseball bat around with me and correct a few people or things with it. Hey its the DEMOCRATIC WAY. People in power. so ill take matter into my own hands. Been fantacising again. dreaming of militant police and strong goverment that will wipe away all the nobodys all the useless all the idiotic.
I think i should stop being so nice to people. Yeah thats kinda what im known for. giving all i can and such, but the next person that tries to take of advantege of me is getting some malicious prank played on them. and iv'e got plenty of those. Seems people really only get ahead by stepping on a few heads. well just dont step on mine or ill bite your toes off. i dont think i can stress this enough.
At least i get relief at work. relief in the sense im able to take out my frustration on stuff. I throw stuff, i kick stuff, i break stuff (that need breaking of course). Still looking for that second job though. I really want the extra income so i can get up and out for good.
i really shouldnt talk. people probably find me just as useless or idiotic
People are starting to recognize me by my leather jacket. It's sort of a buisiness card to me i guess. Just look for the tall guy in the jacket and ill be inside of it. Lately i havent wanted to wear it as much. I dont want people to classify me as another every day deather/ dirt rocker/ mall rat.
It seems every one i come across has these horrible tastes in things. They talk to me about stupid bands i dont wanna know. they talk like there crotches are doing the thinking (reminds me of something Mr. B said). They cant think of a educated thought for shit. They all seem to buy into todays pop culture. just following the rest in the lemming race. People make fun of me some times cause i dont like modern music/ games/ television/ fashion. well thats right. why should i. everything was better back then. The standard of living has been so lowered now. sex and violence everywhere you look. I like my violence dont get me wrong but in moderation.
I think i should stop being so nice to people. Yeah thats kinda what im known for. giving all i can and such, but the next person that tries to take of advantege of me is getting some malicious prank played on them. and iv'e got plenty of those. Seems people really only get ahead by stepping on a few heads. well just dont step on mine or ill bite your toes off. i dont think i can stress this enough.
At least i get relief at work. relief in the sense im able to take out my frustration on stuff. I throw stuff, i kick stuff, i break stuff (that need breaking of course). Still looking for that second job though. I really want the extra income so i can get up and out for good.
i really shouldnt talk. people probably find me just as useless or idiotic
People are starting to recognize me by my leather jacket. It's sort of a buisiness card to me i guess. Just look for the tall guy in the jacket and ill be inside of it. Lately i havent wanted to wear it as much. I dont want people to classify me as another every day deather/ dirt rocker/ mall rat.
It seems every one i come across has these horrible tastes in things. They talk to me about stupid bands i dont wanna know. they talk like there crotches are doing the thinking (reminds me of something Mr. B said). They cant think of a educated thought for shit. They all seem to buy into todays pop culture. just following the rest in the lemming race. People make fun of me some times cause i dont like modern music/ games/ television/ fashion. well thats right. why should i. everything was better back then. The standard of living has been so lowered now. sex and violence everywhere you look. I like my violence dont get me wrong but in moderation.