Dec 23, 2004 22:36
Fukcing holy shit guys. I got so much money from people, because well the loved ones know why.
I got so much money for my new pad and fucking i got so much make up and thingys.
so fucking i hope christmas will go well for me. i hope my mom won't be a cunt and let me join in on the fun.
fucking anyways, so i'm up in the grand fucking boonies doing jack shit. watching old fucks get trashed and try and make snow men out of 8 feet snow. fucking it's weird but cool. i'm reading a book right now called the perks of being a wall flower. it's amazing guys. you all should read it.
it has an awesome quote in there saying 'we only accept love we think we deserve'it's fucked if you think about it
i mean i know so many people that have gone thru the worst of times and been to fucking hell and back, and deserve the world to kiss their asses but they don't think that they do. i mean it's like if you've been thru shit then you start to think you are shit and you think you don't deserve certain stuff...
but sometimes it's exact opposit.
oh well. just repetitive thoughts running absently through my mind.
merry fucking christmas
mac xox