May 07, 2004 21:49
So, what's been going on with me as of late? I'm really hating life at the moment and I don't know why. I mean, when I think about it, nothing BAD has happened. I just feel like I don't wan to live anymore. I don't want to be in this fucking world. I wish I could just find that one person that would make me happy. I want to be happy, I'm trying to be happy, but it's just not working anymore. Why do I always have to have the bad luck. Don't I deserve to be happy right now? Doesn't everyone deserve to be happy at one point in their lives? I guess I'm not one of those select few who get to be happy. FUCK!