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So today I went to the doctors after school. That sucked really bad. My doctor wanted to take me off my depression medication because he said it looked like I was doing really good. I was happy that I finally didn't have to take it anymore. Before he can take me off of it I had to take this "depression quiz". I answered the 20 questions and handed it back to him. He scored it and came back and told me that I got a 74. I asked him if that was good or bad and he said bad because that ment I was in the range of sever depression so he uped my fucken medication. So instead of takeing 200mg a day, I am now taking 300mg a day. On top of that, they are forcing me to go to counciling, which I don't want to do. Why sit in front of some person I don't know and have them tell me things I already know and put me on more medication. I know that's how it's going to be and I don't want to do it. Maybe I'll just sit there and not talk the whole time. When I came home and told my aunt and stuff about the doctor uping my medication, my cousin Josh said "man you are fucked up." That's the fucken reason I'm on this shit in the first place. All my life everyone has said that I was fucked up and that something was wrong with me. It gets to a person after a while no matter how hard they try and fight it. Look where it put me. FUCK EVERYTHING!