Jul 15, 2005 02:58
Gawd Damnt.
Drunk and wondering. Can't put this thought off any longer.
Think I Love this girl. I am afraid it is from the pressing matter of leaving. Or the fact that she drives me crazy. Every second I am with her just gets better and better. Tonight I opened up to her without her even prodding. It scares me to tell the truth.
I need an answer but I am to afraid to say the answer of how I feel right now. Why can't it all be simple. I don't want to say it and regret it later. I don't know. I am about 90% sure I Love this girl. But I don't want the 10% to come back and bite me in the ass. Gah. Someone shoot me. She has been on my mind all night. Driving a go cart, I find myself thinking about her, instead of going 50 in a 35 in a residential in a GOD DAMN go kart. Come on, she shouldn't be on my mind then.
Whatever, I guess the only answer is time. To bad I don't have the patience for such.