SH 2015: Love Sense (for EVERYONE)
For: All the Suhomies
From: ANONYMOUS until May 22, 2015
Title: Love Sense
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s)/Focus: Suho/Chen, side: Broken!Suho/Baekhyun, Baekhyun/Chanyeol
Length: 7,176 words
Summary: Jongdae is the serious and workaholic Accounting Director and the one who does not know the true sense of love. Junmyeon is the one who slowly introduce him the meaning of love.
Warning/s: drunk sex
Notes: This fic is suchen focus so there is not much related with their work and I am pretty much sorry because it kinda rush a bit at the end since I am really busy but I tried hard to make it as nice as possible. I want to say thank you for the great prompt from after_the_rain I really enjoy myself writing this and big thanks for the mods who helping me posting this! >.<. There is ONLY a slight mention of chanbaek at the end though sorry. Hope everyone also enjoy reading this, thanks! :)
Jongdae was looking at the mirror with a sleepy looks while tidying up his spiky hair. It's been a gloomy saturday with a rain and thunder howls outside of his big condominium apartment and it is the most perfect condition to just snuggle in his king size bed, but he must attend this office post-merger event thing tonight. Moreover, this event is just non sense for him because who will make a masquerade ball event during the merger? Do they need to know each other better by looking at each other faces instead?. This event is the other party marketing team idea and his job is only to prepare for the budget as he is an Accounting Director and he swears this event needs billions yet his Executive Director, who is also the owner who decided this merger, agreed to it.
He shakes his head as he picks up his phone at the nearest table next to his mirror and calls his personal assistant.
"Chanyeol have you prepared my car yet?" Jongdae keeps his phone on his right shoulder as he fixing up his tie.
"Already sir, we would go there with a red porsche instead of the black jaguar because I am sure it would look classier".
"Park Chanyeol how many times I have to tell you to call me Chen instead of sir? I am not that old".
"Oke, sir Chen! I'll be ready downstair! Don't forget to bring your mask!". Chanyeol hang up the phone before Jongdae could protest more.
Jongdae groans as he thinks again why did he hire Chanyeol before? But it's okay since Chanyeol is just fit right to be his Personal Assistant. Chanyeol has become his right hand since he first got a promotion as an Accounting Director in his office. He is the type who never likes doing a job with a free mind because he believes it will not give a good result at the end. Everything has to be more structured and has to happen according to a plan. Everything must be systematic and thankfully, eventhough Chanyeol is as reckless as it seems, he is very systematic and punctual and everything that Jongdae needs are always available on the D-day. Chanyeol is also his only bestfriend and he always knows what Jongdae wants, also what Jongdae in trouble with. Jongdae just need someone who is a little bit more freely than him and he found it in Chanyeol's.
Jongdae opens the second drawer in his bedroom and put out the golden mask with some black feather near its right side and it looks really enchanting. 'Chanyeol has a good job in preparing this mask' Jongdae then looks at the clock and he thinks he almost late so he immediately runs downstairs to meet Chanyeol at the front terrace of his mansion.
"Come come come get in Sir Chen!" Chanyeol opens the car's door and make a hand gesture, asking Jongdae to get in. Jongdae just shrugs his shoulder and get into the car without responding too much because he already gets use to it anyway.
"Chanyeol, have you prepared my report for tomorrow's meeting with the owner?"
"Yes already". Chanyeol drives the car while nodding his head as he follows the music beat from the radio.
"And about the financial statement that still needs approval from other division, has it been approved yet? Also the budgeting for next month we..".
"My lovely sir Chen, the answers are all yes I have taken care all of it and please don't worry because I know you could trust me. Why don't we just enjoy the party tonight? Somehow you need to lose yourself Chen, you are being too serious all the time it's not good for your health". When Chanyeol start to call him only with Chen as a name it means he gives a suggestion as a friend rather as a personal assistant. Jongdae gives a sigh and slightly nods.
"Right, I need to lose myself. You know me Chanyeol, I think I forget what it feels like to lose myself and not thinking anything aside of my job".
Maybe it's time for me to give it a try, to lose myself tonight.
The Masquarade ball is held at the upper socialite building in the center of the city and as the most people know, it is the biggest and the most glorious hall in the town. The hall has a wide front stair covered with an elegant red carpet and surrounded by two enormous pillars that make it looks astonish. The structure is made based on a mixture of the ancient Greek and Romanian architecture with all the Greek Gods and Goddesses crafted into the wall along the front chamber.
Chanyeol stops at the lobby, put on his mask and goes around to open the car's door for Jongdae. Jongdae gets out, already in his mask, looking around slightly agape because the front hall is so enormous with that red and gold fabric roves around the big pillar also a very big banner reconnect the two pillars with ' Welcome to the Merge Party!' written on it. who the fuck make that childish words? Jongdae shakes his head and steps on the first grand stair. As he faces back to check on Chanyeol, someone runs into him and he falls down hardly on the floor with a few cameras focus on him.
"Opps.. Sorry I am in hurry once again, sorry" and that man who just bumped him runs into the hall without even helps and checks if he's at least okay.
He scrunches his face as he feel s like his back bone is not in a right place anymore. He tries to get up and strokes his back a bit feeling embarassed because at least five national TVs are having a shot of him fell down at a grand stair case from the most expensive hall in town. This night will not be much worse than this won't it?. Jongdae fixes up his suit and walks calmly while putting out a smile to the camera as there is nothing happened and also luckily there is a mask on his face. Chanyeol follows him behind trying hard to hold his laughter from Jongdae.
Then, Jongdae walks down the aisle and gets to the first hall on the left.
If you ever watched gossip girl and looked at how they held that super mega socialite party with all of that servants in suit going around with champagne and lines of table covered with white cloth, fresh colorful flowers inside of chinese vase on top of it also gold chairs, it is exactly the same, except it has more diverse foods and desserts from all over the world.
"Chanyeol, do you see this billions worth of expense? That table set with white cloth is not that outstanding it could be cheaper and that whole diverse foods are too much. I need to find that Marketing Director who approved this marketing expense report!"
"Ughh but you promised me not to bring any work matters today and just enjoy the party. Don't you remember?? " Chanyeol shakes his head and glares at Jongdae.
"But Chanyeol.." Jongdae has not finished what he said when the company's Executive Director goes to his side and pat his shoulder.
"Jongdae!!" Jongdae turns around to his side and smiles at his boss.
"Ah, sir Siwon" Jongdae immediately bows and gives out his best smile. To Jongdae, Siwon is not just a mere boss for him. Siwon is his role model and Jongdae always dreams about being someone like Siwon, dedicated, hard worker, respectful, and everyone loves him. That is one of the reason why Jongdae is his boss favorite because he tends to think and move the same way as Siwon.
"Ah both of you please took off your mask for a while because I want to introduce you to each other" Jongdae almost groans while taking off his mask as he thinks that this is what he was thinking earlier. Why they even need to wear a mask when all they do are to introduce and look at each other faces.
"Okey then, my lovely Jongdae I want to introduce someone to you! This is our new marketing Director from C&C company, our merger company and he was the one who made this bizarre party it feels nice isn't it?"
"Ah.. yes sir it looks... really outstanding and very.. very budget saving" Jongdae furrowed his eyebrows and glares at the person in front of him from top to bottom feeling annoyed.
"Ah hello , I am Junmyeon and you are?" Junmyeon gives out his brightest smile and lifts out his hand as he doesn't realize Jongdae glares for him.
"I am Jongdae" Jongdae just gives out a straight answer while shaking back Junmyeon's hand as he is still very annoyed. But, Jongdae has to admit Junmyeon is really presentable and charming. His eyebrows is black and thick, his lips are very red and when he pushed up his lips a little bit it makes him look cuter, and he makes that beautiful eye smile when he laughs a bit earlier and it is a smile that worth to see every day.Wait what? Jongdae shakes his head as he thought he started to imagine something unnecessary.
"I will let you two talk to each other because you guys will work together in a lot of events and I want to meet you guys tomorrow morning at the office. So, be nice to each other and see you then!" Siwon left them two to have a chat with another partners of him.
"Well.. do you want to grab a drink at the bar section?" Junmyeon asks Jongdae first and gives out his best smile, raising his right hand as he shows the way to the bar. Jongdae doesn't give any answer and just walks first without looking at Junmyeon. Just how much attractive Junmyeon is, he is still annoying to him. He does not know what makes him like this, maybe because Junmyeon just ruined his budgeting expense by making event this big and he needed to revise all of the budgeting report that time.
Jongdae sits at the most left side on the bar and Junmyeon immediately joins him. He is looking at Junmyeon who does not stop smiling . It is just like he is born to smile around and all. Well, Jongdae thinks maybe it is because Junmyeon is a marketing director as expected.
"Emm bartender, two shots of red walker and lemon please" Junmyeon ordered the drink before even asking Jongdae what he wants to drink.
"And hello Jongdae so since when are you working at the company? And why are you looking at me with that annoyed expression since we met at first earlier?" Junmyeon put up his right hand on the table and hold up his right face while looking and smiling at Jongdae.
Oh he realized that he makes me annoyed. Jongdae snorts at Junmyeon before bursting out what's really on his mind.
"3 years and yes, you actually make me annoyed because of two reasons. First, you have made me revised all of the budgeting from all divisions and I need to do stay late for one week and second, you have wasted billions for this party expense which is unnecessary AT.ALL."
Junmyeon laughing out loud because of Jongdae outburst earlier and he is looking back at Jongdae with an amused expression.
"Jongdae, first, revision is a part of responsibility and second look at the other guests 's face, look at how satisfied they are with this party and billions is nothing compare with the image we get from this party for our company and as additional this is not your company. This is Siwon's so stop being too serious with anything."
"Oh, so you are teaching me now?" Jongdae furrows his eyebrows and answers with a high pitch voice.
"Jongdae I love when you furrow your eyebrows could you do that again?" Junmyeon can't stop smiling to Jongdae like a happy kid.
"Wait what? Don't change the topic Junmyeon"
"But it's a truth, so well, since we need to know each other better, how about we do a game?"
"What game?" Jongdae thinks why should he play a game with Junmyeon, he wants to stop and leave this childish game but his curiousity makes him stay. Something in Junmyeon's face makes him stay he doesn't know why but Junmyeon has pulled his mind into the deep of his stare.
"Well, I ask you a question and everytime you say no you should drink one scotch of this Johnny Walker" Junmyeon smiles and taps his fingers to the line of small glasses beside him.
"Okey deal" Jongdae nods while shrugging his shoulder. It is easy to prevent yourself from saying no isn't it.
"So, is dog has six legs?"
"No, what question is that?" Jongdae shakes his head does not believe what he has just listened to.
"Well but you are saying no aren't you? Now drink up" Suho takes one of the scotch and gives it to Jongdae. Jongdae gulps it down in one go and scrunches his face feeling the alcohol burning through his throat.
"Now, my turn, emm do you have three eyes?" Jongdae thinks he will win this easily.
"Yes"
"How could you have 3 eyes? Don't kidding me!"
"Two eyes right here to look on every object and every people and the third one is here.." Junmyeon points his finger on the left side of his chest.
"The third one is a heart's eye, the one that you use to look on every other people hearts too and by looking at it you will know and feel what the other's actually feel"
"Eww are you always this cheesy?" Jongdae grimaces and Junmyeon is laughing hard.
"Seems like your heart's eye is now still closing right Jongdae? You need to open it a bit you know? Or should I help you?" Junmyeon still smiling and looks at Jongdae with that passionate look.
"What no! Why should you help me?"
"Oh, you just said no again didn't you?, please drink up again" Junmyeon makes a small chuckle and Jongdae almost groans but still drinking anyway.
Jongdae doesn't know what happen to himself. He never laugh this hard before with someone that he just met. He feels like the world revolves around him in a brighter and dazzling way and it could happen because of Junmyeon. Every single question is just so silly to him yet he still play it with him and he keeps drinking up until he feels dizzy but he does not care since when he does not care? He didn't know. His head feels heavy but he never feels happier than this.
Junmyeon hand moves toward his cheek and he feels the heat rushes into his body. Jongdae blinks his eyes as Junmyeon moves his face closer to him, to his right ears and Jongdae opens his lips a bit, letting out a harsh breath that coming from his mouth as Junmyeon touched his ear with his lips.
"Let's go away from this party to my house" Junmyeon takes Jongdae's right hand and moves toward the exit. Jongdae doesn't know how he ended up in a taxi with sloppy kisses and being dragged to whoever apartment that might be Junmyeon's.
Junmyeon opens his apartment door with a difficult attempt and after it opens he shoves Jongdae to the door and closes it. He kisses Jongdae slowly. Jongdae opens his mouth slightly while Junmyeon pushes up his tongue to his mouth. He cups Junmyeon's face in his hand and pulls him closer. This is crazy, Jongdae thinks. He feels the heat is getting severe and Junmyeon pushes Jongdae's suit off his shoulder and opens up his shirt buttons, lips never leaving his as Jongdae does exactly the same to Junmyeon's. Jongdae yelps a bit as Junmyeon hoists him up and pulls Jongdae to his bedroom and pushes Jongdae to his king size bed. Jongdae let out a small moan as Junmyeon kisses Jongdae's neck and sucks it deeply and smiles a bit as it leaves a blue mark on Jongdae's neck. Junmyeon parts Jongdae's leg and moves closer as he grinds himself to Jongdae while kissing on his collarbone and his hand is grazing over Jongdae's lips who parts a bit, letting out a silent moan. Both of them let out a deep moan as it brings them to a sin pleasure when both of their dick meeting up in a rush move. Jongdae feels Junmyeon's hand flicks his nipple and he let out a small moan as he feels how good Junmyeon's hand is. Junmyeon slides his hand to open Jongdae's trousers and his boxers in one go while giving out a small trail kisses starts from Jongdae nipples and stops a bit to sucks it on and Jongdae closes his eyes and writhing a bit on the bed as he feels a pleasure running to every cells of his body. Junmyeon trails the kisses to Jongdae's stomach and moves on to his hips but stops after looking at Jongdae's hard dick. Jongdae give out a long moan as Junmyeon sucks his dick off starts from the base and slowly going up.
"Ahhh.. Junmyeon I don't think we should do this" Jongdae moans while pulling up Junmyeon's hair. Eventhough he is drunk but he is still sober enough to feel this.
Junmyeon looks at Jongdae with a smirk on his face.
"No, Jongdae you need to loose yourself and please I know you don't want to stop look at how hard your dick is" Junmyeon keeps sucking Jongdae's dick without listening to Jongdae saying no all the time. Jongdae is saying no but his body doesn't want to cooperate with him. He is engulfed in a pleasure. This is insane.
Junmyeon let out his mouth from Jongdae's dick and Jongdae let out an unsatisfied groans as he feels empty.
"Aah.. please wait a bit I need to find my lube and condoms.. oh here!" Junmyeon takes his lube under his bed and pulls of his jeans and his boxer, dick as hard as Jongdae's.
Jongdae watches as Junmyeon inserts the condoms on his own slowly. Jongdae reaches out to help him and by his touch, Junmyeon's breath hitches. As he's done, Junmyeon inches closer and kisses Jongdae slowly. Junmyeon pushes his first finger to Jongdae and Jongdae squeezes his eyes shut. It's uncomfortable because it's been years since Jongdae last having a sex and he didn't even remember who he did it with.
"Relax Jongdae, or should I stop?" Junmyeon looks worry if he makes Jongdae in pain.
"No, no please just do it Junmyeon" Jongdae doesn't know if it's the alcohol that makes him this brave or it's just really Junmyeon's charm that pulls him to this.
Junmyeon kisses his chest down to his stomach, one hand stroking his side body to help him relax distracts him from the discomfort and soon enough, he's stretched open, dick's hard as ever and head all dizzy. Jongdae looks at Junmyeon hazily as he feels the heat is too much. Junmyeon guides his own over his entrance and Jongdae doesn't even breath as he feels him slowly inside him.
What is this feels? Jongdae tightens his hand on the bed cover as he feels discomfort all over again but it's soon replaced with pleasure as he feels Junmyeon moves. Every movement send his body buzzing from his stomach to his head and to his toes. Junmyeon starts thrusting slowly. But then, Junmyeon buries himself completely inside him and then pulls out just to slam back inside. Both of them let out a scream of pleasure and profanities they didn't even know existed in their head.
The sound of the bed creaking under his weight mixed with a small breathless sounds Junmyeon makes fill the room and this only heightens Jongdae's arousal.
"Junmyeon, please.. Ahh please I can't hold it anymore" Jongdae grabs Junmyeon's hips to pulls him closer.
"Wait I am close too Ahh it feels so good Ahh..." Junmyeon suddenly circles his hand around Jongdae and pulls his hands up and down on Jongdae's dick.
"Ahh.. Junmyeon I can't AHH.." that touch is enough to have Jongdae come all over his stomach.
Junmyeon finishes a few seconds later with the way Jongdae is clenching around his and he pulls out and collapses on top of him.
"You okay?" Junmyeon mutters and Jongdae nods. He can't believe it. Jongdae can't believe it. He just sleeps with someone who he just met a few hours ago. He is never been this crazy before. Never.
Junmyeon then hugs Jongdae on his waist and they slumbers themselves to sleep. Jongdae is too tired to think about this tonight.
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Jongdae wakes up with a sore on his lower back and sting on his face because someone just forgot to pull out the curtain at the window near his bed. Wait my bed? But my bed is not facing a window. He immediately opens his eyes and looks around. Everything at his surrounding is messy. A pile of clothes at the corner of the room, his suit were being thrown everywhere at the floor, all the things in this room are not in order. Where am I? He tries to wakes up from the bed when he falls back again, his lower back is sore as ever. He winces his eyes when all of the memories from last night hit him like an ordered film in his head. He lets out a deep groan while messing his bed hair with his hand. .This must be Junmyeon's apartment. I am so damned. Jongdae looks at the left and find a small clock on the bedside table. He stares at the clock in horror. It is 8 AM already and he has only 1 hour to go to the office because as long as Jongdae remembers he needs to meet Siwon at the morning. And also damned Junmyeon for not waking his up. He wakes up in a rush but looking at his crumple suit on the floor it won't be possible for him to wear it and he doesn't have time to go home first when he doesn't know how far is this place to the office, so he moves to Junmyeon's wardrobe and take one of the suit for his to wear and think about whatever the consequences later. He takes his phone also his wallet from his previous clothes and immediately run to the lobby to stop a taxi.
Jongdae checks out his phone and found 10 missed calls from Chanyeol. He runs his hair with his hand feels frustated. He never forgets to check out his morning schedule at the night before and checks out reports before presentate it today and moreover today he should meet his boss and he does not even read his financial statement progress report on the day before. This is because of that one person who has ruined his life in one night and he swears he won't be close to him anymore. Kim Junmyeon.
Jongdae rushes himself to the lift and luckily the lift is empty, maybe it's because he's too late already. He is checking out himself at the mirror at the back of the lift while calling Chanyeol.
"Chanyeol, have you arrived at the office yet? Have you prepared the financial statement progress because I need to look it now ASAP I need to meet sir Siwon, is he arrived already? and why didn't you wake me up early?"
"Wow wow Chen? Sir Jongdae? Please calm down, yes sir Siwon has arrived at the office and I am at the office too but the office hours today has been pushed to 10 o'clock because of the party last night and why didn't I wake you up? I've tried, 10 times but you didn't pick up, what happened last night?"
"I'm kinda loose myself too much last night, so meet me at sir Siwon office today and bring me that progress report"
"Oke sir, you owe me last night story"
"Whatever" Jongdae snorts and takes his phone off. He is rushing to Sir Siwon floor and he already meets up with Chanyeol at the secretary desk. He always can count on Chanyeol after all.
"Here is the report sir, anyway I never look the suit you are wearing today, it's nice too see" Chanyeol smirks and leaves Jongdae at the secretary desk. Jongdae almost shouts at Chanyeol if he's not remember he's at his boss floor right now. Jongdae opens the report and scans it fast as he walks to the door. He knocks on the door and Siwon let him in.
"Oh Jongdae, take a seat please"
"I am sorry sir, I was late" Jongdae murmur as he sit in front of Siwon.
"No, that's fine, Junmyeon is not here yet though and also, office hour has been pushed up to 11, so you are not late, and no Jongdae we don't talk about your progress report today, that's for next time. I have something other to say"
Wait what? Junmyeon has not arrived yet? But he left me at before I even woke up. Jongdae stares at Siwon with a shock face how could Junmyeon is not here yet when he woke up alone.
Siwon and Jongdae is talking a bit about the current condition of the company after the merger when he hears someone knocks on the door. Junmyeon walks in the room with a confident looks and always with a smile on his face. Junmyeon stops at the middle for a bit, shocking a bit when he knows Jongdae is wearing his clothes but still keep his composure as he sits next to Jongdae, eyes never leave Jongdae for a bit when he walks.
"Okey then, now let's start. I want to see you guys here to announce that Junmyeon office will be exactly next to your office Jongdae, and there will be a few of new small projects and one big project and I need both of you to talk about it together for the budget also for the strategic marketing so both of you will totally learn on each other. That one big project I am talking about is the new product launching, this time we will go into the food market. So, as it is the first, I need a great and creative idea for the food and I hope I will get it from both of you as I only trust you, especially Jongdae. That's it you guys may leave and I need the first report next week." Siwon clasped his hand and smiles at them.
"Okey, sir" both of them answer in unison and left the room. At the outside, Jongdae walks to the right to avoid Junmyeon but he feels that someone grabs his hand and pulls him to somewhere.
"Hey, Junmyeon what is this?" Jongdae tries to release himself from Junmyeon but Junmyeon's only tighten his hand. It's just that Jongdae never admit he likes how Junmyeon's hand feel in his. Junmyeon looks at Jongdae a bit with a dazzling smile.
"We need to talk about that food proect aren't we?" Junmyeon pulls Jongdae to the secluded meeting room area at the same floor and pulls out a seat for Jongdae first before he takes on the chair to sit next to him.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Do we need to talk at the secluded area like this?" Jongdae takes off on his seat ready to go out but Junmyeon hold his hand.
"Stay. We need to talk." Junmyeon looks at Jongdae with a sincere looks that Jongdae does not know how to decipher.
"Junmyeon if you want to talk about last night, I am sorry it was only a mistake, my mistake, I don't intend to do it but..."
"No, no Jongdae it's not your mistake, I enjoy it very much, really enjoy it until the state that I think it's not only a one night stand I just feel there is something different going on with the feeling that I have after that night don't you feel it the same?"
"Junmyeon please don't try to be that cheesy man again because you just ruined my morning, I never EVER forget to check out my work last night before and also replying on my email in every range of hours and today, in one mistake night, I haven't even replied my email for 12 hours you just ruined my composure Junmyeon just stop it until now"
"Jongdae is that a reason why you leave me this morning?". Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in disbelief. How could he say he's the one leaving him when he was the one wakes up alone in the morning and it makes he thinks that he is not worth to be staying for.
"Excuse me, as far as I know you are the one who left me and I have no choice but to lend your suit for a while because I think I was late and you blame me for leaving you?"
"I went out for a bit to buy us breakfast and when I went back you were leaving already. Also, you looks really good in my suit" Junmyeon gets up and leans closer to Jongdae, whispers the last sentence to his ear. Jongdae shivers as he feels a hot breath grazing his ear. Inside of his heart, he doesn't believe that Junmyeon stays for him but he is so insecure it only lasted for one morning, they are stranger after all. He needs to stop, he doesn't want to go deeper than this. He's too afraid it will happen again. His past. Jongdae pushes Junmyeon and goes to the door.
"Junmyeon stop it, last night was just a mistake let's forget about that and if you want to talk about the big project earlier we could start at my office, not here"
Jongdae walks fast and doesn't even wait for Junmyeon and waits up for him in a lift. Junmyeon immediately grabs Jongdae hands to avoid him pushes on the floor button and he pushes on LG floor.
"Why we go to the LG floor? We need to talk it at my office"
"No, we are not. Since Sir Siwon wants us to give a creative food product it's no use to just sit at the office and talk about it. We need to explore."
As soon as Jongdae realize what's going on, he's in Junmyeon's car already and he loves how his car just smell like Junmyeon when.. Jongdae shakes his head as he thought about unnecessary things.
"Where are we going?" Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in curiousity. Junmyeon just smiles and moves closer to Jongdae. Jongdae closes his eyes tightly as he feels Junmyeon's face is too close to his but then Junmyeon pulls out the seatbelt on his left to his right and then leans back. Oh, he just wears me a seatbelt nothing dangerous. Junmyeon let out a small laugh and stares at Jongdae.
"You need to wear the seatbelt. Don't be afraid of me, I'm not biting. At least not in here." Junmyeon chuckles as he moves his car to the road side.
"Where are we going?" Jongdae asks again as he was disrupted earlier.
"We will go to a cafe near Myeongdong, they have cute cakes and the baker is my friend. He makes a good coffee and nice pastries."
Jongdae never feels this smell before. A mix of Arabica coffee, cherry, and hazelnut syrup also fresh baked pastries from the oven. This cafe is small but packed with various ages people. The environment is the mixture of colorful woods with old pictures hanging in every side of the shops. It's been too long since Jongdae last visit the cafe, because Chanyeol always be the one who buys him coffee and brings it to the office.
"Hey minseok!" Junmyeon greets his friend at the counter. He is almost the same tall as him with the cute hamster smile.
"Oh, Junmyeon! What are you ordering today?" Minseok asks Junmyeon as he goes out from the counter to hug Junmyeon.
"I want to order the best coffee in here and also the best pastries you bake today"
Something in Jongdae's stomach stir and he doesn't like this. He better looks around rather than looking at Junmyeon hugs his close friend and now he's whispering to each other.
"Oh Minseok, here is my new special friend, Jongdae, and Jongdae this is Minseok. He's my best friend since college."
"Since when I am special zoned by you? Oh Minseok I am Jongdae, Junmyeon's acquintance" Jongdae shakes Minseok hand and Minseok looks at Jongdae and then he winks at Junmyeon. Jongdae almost rolls his eyes and he takes a seat. He looks at Junmyeon who now sits near his side.
"Why are you always sit next to me? There is a chair across from me though."
"There is no reason. I just want to see you better." Junmyeon smiles as he strokes Jongdae's cheek. Junmyeon then gets up to take out the coffee and pastries. Jongdae runs his hand on his hair and groans in frustation. Why he's so easily let out Junmyeon touch him anywhere this is insane. He never loose himself this much. Actually, what Junmyeon has done to him??.
Junmyeon brings back a lot of pastries starts from pies, croissant, brownies and also a nice smell latte with cute art for both of them and Jongdae couldn't help but to open his mouth and feel astonished. He then realized he hasn't eaten anything since this morning.
"Eat up, I know you haven't eaten since morning and you are too skinny I want you to eat more"
"Oh and now you start to teach me how I should eat?" Jongdae scowls but still eat his croissant anyway. Junmyeon lets out a small chuckle and looks at Jongdae as he's eating. Both of them shares a lot of stories from their office, the people that works with them and also the works that both of them doing these past few years.
"Oh it's evening already, emm how about we walks along han gang river tonight?"
"But, Junmyeon we need to do the report!" Jongdae folds his hand and shakes his head.
"Oh but we need to explore the food, at han gang they will sell a lot of korean snack foods!"
Junmyeon gets up and grabs Jongdae hands, pulls him to his car again.
Jongdae is never this amuse when he saw han gang river at night. After he gets out from the car, he's just run to the fence near the river and looks around. The lights that come out from the bridge is mesmerizing him and he can't even blink.
"it is nice to be here at night, isn't it?" Junmyeon stops at Jongdae's back and wrap his arms around Jongdae, leaning closer to Jongdae's right shoulder.
"What are you doing?" Jongdae is shocked and immediately grabs Junmyeon's hand asks him to release his hand.
"Just stay still" Jongdae suddenly gives in and without realizing he is leaning to Junmyeon's. There is something that's beating a bit faster at his left chest but he ignores it. He has to admit being hugged by Junmyeon is one of the nicest thing that he ever felt in his life. It makes him warm in a unique way.
"Why are you doing this to me Junmyeon? Being sweet and all? I don't think I am worth for this" Jongdae looks at his side to see Junmyeon's eyes. Junmyeon releases his hand and move around. He stares at Jongdae and hold both of his hand.
"You are worth for me since the first time we met because from the moment we started talking, I knew that I wanted you around and you really need to lose yourself Jongdae, aside from work, you deserve to be loved by someone" Junmyeon leans closer and closes the gap between them. Jongdae never feels this spark before. This feels like a first kiss for him. This is kiss with love and he feels something tingling in his stomach and his head is as light as feather. Junmyeon tips his chin up so he can kiss Jongdae properly. Jongdae ravages Junmyeon with his lips, taking Junmyeon's tongue in his mouth willingly. It's not a kind of rush kiss that will lead them more but it's a kind of a knowledge kiss, a sincere kiss.
The phone inside of Junmyeon's pocket is ringing but they still continue kissing. But Jongdae just pushes Junmyeon a bit.
"Emm Junmyeon, you need to answer that maybe it's important" Junmyeon runs his hand on Jongdae's hair.
"But this is more important" Junmyeon leans to kiss Jongdae once more but Jongdae just gives out a short kiss.
"No, it could be from the office, we've been out for a long time"
"Okey then okey" Junmyeon takes out the phone and looks at the screen. He immediately takes the call.
"What is it Baekhyun?" Jongdae looks on Junmyeon at the side. Baekhyun? Who is him? Jongdae folds his hand.
"Oh do you want to date tomorrow? Should I bring flowers?" Junmyeon chuckles.
"Do you want a dinner too? I'll think about it" Junmyeon then talks to that guy named Baekhyun with an amuse voice and everything seems silent in his ear. How could Junmyeon kissed him and being sweet and all and then in reality he has a boyfriend? He is just too stupid to trust Junmyeon in this. He should not trust anyone. Love is never exist after all. Jongdae runs before Junmyeon finishes his phone and takes out the taxi back to his home.
At his home, his eyes are swollen already. Chanyeol rushes to him after he senses something wrong with his boss.
"Chen, are you okay? Maid please prepare a warm bath also a new clothes upstair" Chanyeol takes an order to the maid beside him and he checks out Jongdae.
"Chen, tell me what happened??"
"Chanyeol I am tired. I just need to take a bath and sleep. Leave the report at the living room I just read it tomorrow"
"No, Chen, we should talk. This is not you. I never see you cry like this before, really what happened? You know you could trust me!" Chanyeol shouts a bit, he is so worry about his boss. Jongdae looks at Chanyeol with a tired eyes and tears could not stop pouring from his eyes.
"Chanyeol, am I not worth enough to be loved by someone? Am I too stupid that everyone lied to me?"
"No, of course you are not why did you think it like that?" Chanyeol leads Jongdae to sit on the sofa next to him and Jongdae tells all the story to Chanyeol.
"Well, there must be a reason Jongdae I am pretty sure Baekhyun is not in that kind of relationship with Junmyeon because as I know..." Chanyeol is telling out a story when he looks aside. Jongdae is already fall a sleep next to him. Chanyeol shakes his head and lifts Jongdae up to his room.
He must be so tired, I just let Junmyeon explains everything to him tomorrow.
Jongdae wakes up with a swollen eyes and he asks the maid to bring him a pack of ice. Jongdae looks at the mirror when all the bad memories from last night hit him again and he feels like crying again. He just asks for a day off today. He sits at the side of his bed and closes his eyes as he takes a deep breath. His heart has been broken into pieces and he feels hurt really hurt.
Someone knocks on his door and he thinks it is his maid. He opens the door and looks shockingly.
"What are you doing Junmyeon? I don't want to see you." Jongdae immediately closes the door when Junmyeon holds it with his arm and slips himself in.
"Wait. Let me explain everything!"
"No, there is nothing to explain. I know enough so just leave Junmyeon. I am so enough with you I am so enough with a fake love everyone gives me. My father, my mother, and now you. So just leave me alone!" Jongdae shoves Junmyeon outside with force but Junmyeon hinders and grabs Jongdae's hand.
"I. Need. To. Explain." Junmyeon stares at Jongdae's eyes with a demanding look.
"Jongdae, Baekhyun is my ex and I am sorry you are misunderstood so much from the phone calls last night. The reason he called me was because he asked me about the date option for his first date with Chanyeol." Junmyeon grabs Jongdae's hand tightly and Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in disbelief.
"Wait what? Chanyeol?"
"Yes, Chanyeol, your Personal Assistant? He has a first date with Baekhyun and he's my ex."
"But, how could you know Chanyeol?" Jongdae asks Junmyeon with a confusing look and Junmyeon let out a small laugh.
"I know him since high school and the first time he was assigned as your Personal Assistant he tells me all about you, your habit, your workaholic manner, your stiff move and everything . Then you makes me curious. But, it's suddenly feel like a fate. My company was having a merger with your company and then I got a chance to meet you. The first time I meet you I just feel attracted to you because I want to change you. You attracted me Jongdae, and I could not even reject myself to not loving you. Your eyes, your cheek, your eyebrows, especially your lips, I love it all." Junmyeon smiles widely and strokes Jongdae's cheek with his hand. Jongdae looks at Junmyeon with a surprise look.
"So, you are Chanyeol's friend since high school but Chanyeol never tells me??"
"Haha.. yes Jongdae, yes he never tells you maybe you could just scold him later. Because now it means we are okey right? I can kiss you?" Junmyeon stares at Jongdae and Jongdae just pushes Junmyeon's chest with his hand because he is embarrassed.
"No!" Jongdae sticks out his tongue and runs to the side of his bed when Junmyeon chases him and tickles him until both of them falls to the bed. Jongdae is laughing hard when Junmyeon stays still and looking at Jongdae's eyes. Jongdae stops laughing and looks at Junmyeon. Both of them just staring with each other and try to talk by looking at each other eyes. They found it in each other eyes.
"I love you, Jongdae"
"I love you too, Junmyeon"
Love. At least Jongdae knows what love means now. It's not a matter even if you just meet once or twice but as long as you feel he is the one, that means love. Because Junmyeon is there to teach him what love is. If love could make him this happy. It's worth it. It really is.
From: ANONYMOUS until May 22, 2015
Title: Love Sense
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s)/Focus: Suho/Chen, side: Broken!Suho/Baekhyun, Baekhyun/Chanyeol
Length: 7,176 words
Summary: Jongdae is the serious and workaholic Accounting Director and the one who does not know the true sense of love. Junmyeon is the one who slowly introduce him the meaning of love.
Warning/s: drunk sex
Notes: This fic is suchen focus so there is not much related with their work and I am pretty much sorry because it kinda rush a bit at the end since I am really busy but I tried hard to make it as nice as possible. I want to say thank you for the great prompt from after_the_rain I really enjoy myself writing this and big thanks for the mods who helping me posting this! >.<. There is ONLY a slight mention of chanbaek at the end though sorry. Hope everyone also enjoy reading this, thanks! :)
Jongdae was looking at the mirror with a sleepy looks while tidying up his spiky hair. It's been a gloomy saturday with a rain and thunder howls outside of his big condominium apartment and it is the most perfect condition to just snuggle in his king size bed, but he must attend this office post-merger event thing tonight. Moreover, this event is just non sense for him because who will make a masquerade ball event during the merger? Do they need to know each other better by looking at each other faces instead?. This event is the other party marketing team idea and his job is only to prepare for the budget as he is an Accounting Director and he swears this event needs billions yet his Executive Director, who is also the owner who decided this merger, agreed to it.
He shakes his head as he picks up his phone at the nearest table next to his mirror and calls his personal assistant.
"Chanyeol have you prepared my car yet?" Jongdae keeps his phone on his right shoulder as he fixing up his tie.
"Already sir, we would go there with a red porsche instead of the black jaguar because I am sure it would look classier".
"Park Chanyeol how many times I have to tell you to call me Chen instead of sir? I am not that old".
"Oke, sir Chen! I'll be ready downstair! Don't forget to bring your mask!". Chanyeol hang up the phone before Jongdae could protest more.
Jongdae groans as he thinks again why did he hire Chanyeol before? But it's okay since Chanyeol is just fit right to be his Personal Assistant. Chanyeol has become his right hand since he first got a promotion as an Accounting Director in his office. He is the type who never likes doing a job with a free mind because he believes it will not give a good result at the end. Everything has to be more structured and has to happen according to a plan. Everything must be systematic and thankfully, eventhough Chanyeol is as reckless as it seems, he is very systematic and punctual and everything that Jongdae needs are always available on the D-day. Chanyeol is also his only bestfriend and he always knows what Jongdae wants, also what Jongdae in trouble with. Jongdae just need someone who is a little bit more freely than him and he found it in Chanyeol's.
Jongdae opens the second drawer in his bedroom and put out the golden mask with some black feather near its right side and it looks really enchanting. 'Chanyeol has a good job in preparing this mask' Jongdae then looks at the clock and he thinks he almost late so he immediately runs downstairs to meet Chanyeol at the front terrace of his mansion.
"Come come come get in Sir Chen!" Chanyeol opens the car's door and make a hand gesture, asking Jongdae to get in. Jongdae just shrugs his shoulder and get into the car without responding too much because he already gets use to it anyway.
"Chanyeol, have you prepared my report for tomorrow's meeting with the owner?"
"Yes already". Chanyeol drives the car while nodding his head as he follows the music beat from the radio.
"And about the financial statement that still needs approval from other division, has it been approved yet? Also the budgeting for next month we..".
"My lovely sir Chen, the answers are all yes I have taken care all of it and please don't worry because I know you could trust me. Why don't we just enjoy the party tonight? Somehow you need to lose yourself Chen, you are being too serious all the time it's not good for your health". When Chanyeol start to call him only with Chen as a name it means he gives a suggestion as a friend rather as a personal assistant. Jongdae gives a sigh and slightly nods.
"Right, I need to lose myself. You know me Chanyeol, I think I forget what it feels like to lose myself and not thinking anything aside of my job".
Maybe it's time for me to give it a try, to lose myself tonight.
The Masquarade ball is held at the upper socialite building in the center of the city and as the most people know, it is the biggest and the most glorious hall in the town. The hall has a wide front stair covered with an elegant red carpet and surrounded by two enormous pillars that make it looks astonish. The structure is made based on a mixture of the ancient Greek and Romanian architecture with all the Greek Gods and Goddesses crafted into the wall along the front chamber.
Chanyeol stops at the lobby, put on his mask and goes around to open the car's door for Jongdae. Jongdae gets out, already in his mask, looking around slightly agape because the front hall is so enormous with that red and gold fabric roves around the big pillar also a very big banner reconnect the two pillars with ' Welcome to the Merge Party!' written on it. who the fuck make that childish words? Jongdae shakes his head and steps on the first grand stair. As he faces back to check on Chanyeol, someone runs into him and he falls down hardly on the floor with a few cameras focus on him.
"Opps.. Sorry I am in hurry once again, sorry" and that man who just bumped him runs into the hall without even helps and checks if he's at least okay.
He scrunches his face as he feel s like his back bone is not in a right place anymore. He tries to get up and strokes his back a bit feeling embarassed because at least five national TVs are having a shot of him fell down at a grand stair case from the most expensive hall in town. This night will not be much worse than this won't it?. Jongdae fixes up his suit and walks calmly while putting out a smile to the camera as there is nothing happened and also luckily there is a mask on his face. Chanyeol follows him behind trying hard to hold his laughter from Jongdae.
Then, Jongdae walks down the aisle and gets to the first hall on the left.
If you ever watched gossip girl and looked at how they held that super mega socialite party with all of that servants in suit going around with champagne and lines of table covered with white cloth, fresh colorful flowers inside of chinese vase on top of it also gold chairs, it is exactly the same, except it has more diverse foods and desserts from all over the world.
"Chanyeol, do you see this billions worth of expense? That table set with white cloth is not that outstanding it could be cheaper and that whole diverse foods are too much. I need to find that Marketing Director who approved this marketing expense report!"
"Ughh but you promised me not to bring any work matters today and just enjoy the party. Don't you remember?? " Chanyeol shakes his head and glares at Jongdae.
"But Chanyeol.." Jongdae has not finished what he said when the company's Executive Director goes to his side and pat his shoulder.
"Jongdae!!" Jongdae turns around to his side and smiles at his boss.
"Ah, sir Siwon" Jongdae immediately bows and gives out his best smile. To Jongdae, Siwon is not just a mere boss for him. Siwon is his role model and Jongdae always dreams about being someone like Siwon, dedicated, hard worker, respectful, and everyone loves him. That is one of the reason why Jongdae is his boss favorite because he tends to think and move the same way as Siwon.
"Ah both of you please took off your mask for a while because I want to introduce you to each other" Jongdae almost groans while taking off his mask as he thinks that this is what he was thinking earlier. Why they even need to wear a mask when all they do are to introduce and look at each other faces.
"Okey then, my lovely Jongdae I want to introduce someone to you! This is our new marketing Director from C&C company, our merger company and he was the one who made this bizarre party it feels nice isn't it?"
"Ah.. yes sir it looks... really outstanding and very.. very budget saving" Jongdae furrowed his eyebrows and glares at the person in front of him from top to bottom feeling annoyed.
"Ah hello , I am Junmyeon and you are?" Junmyeon gives out his brightest smile and lifts out his hand as he doesn't realize Jongdae glares for him.
"I am Jongdae" Jongdae just gives out a straight answer while shaking back Junmyeon's hand as he is still very annoyed. But, Jongdae has to admit Junmyeon is really presentable and charming. His eyebrows is black and thick, his lips are very red and when he pushed up his lips a little bit it makes him look cuter, and he makes that beautiful eye smile when he laughs a bit earlier and it is a smile that worth to see every day.Wait what? Jongdae shakes his head as he thought he started to imagine something unnecessary.
"I will let you two talk to each other because you guys will work together in a lot of events and I want to meet you guys tomorrow morning at the office. So, be nice to each other and see you then!" Siwon left them two to have a chat with another partners of him.
"Well.. do you want to grab a drink at the bar section?" Junmyeon asks Jongdae first and gives out his best smile, raising his right hand as he shows the way to the bar. Jongdae doesn't give any answer and just walks first without looking at Junmyeon. Just how much attractive Junmyeon is, he is still annoying to him. He does not know what makes him like this, maybe because Junmyeon just ruined his budgeting expense by making event this big and he needed to revise all of the budgeting report that time.
Jongdae sits at the most left side on the bar and Junmyeon immediately joins him. He is looking at Junmyeon who does not stop smiling . It is just like he is born to smile around and all. Well, Jongdae thinks maybe it is because Junmyeon is a marketing director as expected.
"Emm bartender, two shots of red walker and lemon please" Junmyeon ordered the drink before even asking Jongdae what he wants to drink.
"And hello Jongdae so since when are you working at the company? And why are you looking at me with that annoyed expression since we met at first earlier?" Junmyeon put up his right hand on the table and hold up his right face while looking and smiling at Jongdae.
Oh he realized that he makes me annoyed. Jongdae snorts at Junmyeon before bursting out what's really on his mind.
"3 years and yes, you actually make me annoyed because of two reasons. First, you have made me revised all of the budgeting from all divisions and I need to do stay late for one week and second, you have wasted billions for this party expense which is unnecessary AT.ALL."
Junmyeon laughing out loud because of Jongdae outburst earlier and he is looking back at Jongdae with an amused expression.
"Jongdae, first, revision is a part of responsibility and second look at the other guests 's face, look at how satisfied they are with this party and billions is nothing compare with the image we get from this party for our company and as additional this is not your company. This is Siwon's so stop being too serious with anything."
"Oh, so you are teaching me now?" Jongdae furrows his eyebrows and answers with a high pitch voice.
"Jongdae I love when you furrow your eyebrows could you do that again?" Junmyeon can't stop smiling to Jongdae like a happy kid.
"Wait what? Don't change the topic Junmyeon"
"But it's a truth, so well, since we need to know each other better, how about we do a game?"
"What game?" Jongdae thinks why should he play a game with Junmyeon, he wants to stop and leave this childish game but his curiousity makes him stay. Something in Junmyeon's face makes him stay he doesn't know why but Junmyeon has pulled his mind into the deep of his stare.
"Well, I ask you a question and everytime you say no you should drink one scotch of this Johnny Walker" Junmyeon smiles and taps his fingers to the line of small glasses beside him.
"Okey deal" Jongdae nods while shrugging his shoulder. It is easy to prevent yourself from saying no isn't it.
"So, is dog has six legs?"
"No, what question is that?" Jongdae shakes his head does not believe what he has just listened to.
"Well but you are saying no aren't you? Now drink up" Suho takes one of the scotch and gives it to Jongdae. Jongdae gulps it down in one go and scrunches his face feeling the alcohol burning through his throat.
"Now, my turn, emm do you have three eyes?" Jongdae thinks he will win this easily.
"Yes"
"How could you have 3 eyes? Don't kidding me!"
"Two eyes right here to look on every object and every people and the third one is here.." Junmyeon points his finger on the left side of his chest.
"The third one is a heart's eye, the one that you use to look on every other people hearts too and by looking at it you will know and feel what the other's actually feel"
"Eww are you always this cheesy?" Jongdae grimaces and Junmyeon is laughing hard.
"Seems like your heart's eye is now still closing right Jongdae? You need to open it a bit you know? Or should I help you?" Junmyeon still smiling and looks at Jongdae with that passionate look.
"What no! Why should you help me?"
"Oh, you just said no again didn't you?, please drink up again" Junmyeon makes a small chuckle and Jongdae almost groans but still drinking anyway.
Jongdae doesn't know what happen to himself. He never laugh this hard before with someone that he just met. He feels like the world revolves around him in a brighter and dazzling way and it could happen because of Junmyeon. Every single question is just so silly to him yet he still play it with him and he keeps drinking up until he feels dizzy but he does not care since when he does not care? He didn't know. His head feels heavy but he never feels happier than this.
Junmyeon hand moves toward his cheek and he feels the heat rushes into his body. Jongdae blinks his eyes as Junmyeon moves his face closer to him, to his right ears and Jongdae opens his lips a bit, letting out a harsh breath that coming from his mouth as Junmyeon touched his ear with his lips.
"Let's go away from this party to my house" Junmyeon takes Jongdae's right hand and moves toward the exit. Jongdae doesn't know how he ended up in a taxi with sloppy kisses and being dragged to whoever apartment that might be Junmyeon's.
Junmyeon opens his apartment door with a difficult attempt and after it opens he shoves Jongdae to the door and closes it. He kisses Jongdae slowly. Jongdae opens his mouth slightly while Junmyeon pushes up his tongue to his mouth. He cups Junmyeon's face in his hand and pulls him closer. This is crazy, Jongdae thinks. He feels the heat is getting severe and Junmyeon pushes Jongdae's suit off his shoulder and opens up his shirt buttons, lips never leaving his as Jongdae does exactly the same to Junmyeon's. Jongdae yelps a bit as Junmyeon hoists him up and pulls Jongdae to his bedroom and pushes Jongdae to his king size bed. Jongdae let out a small moan as Junmyeon kisses Jongdae's neck and sucks it deeply and smiles a bit as it leaves a blue mark on Jongdae's neck. Junmyeon parts Jongdae's leg and moves closer as he grinds himself to Jongdae while kissing on his collarbone and his hand is grazing over Jongdae's lips who parts a bit, letting out a silent moan. Both of them let out a deep moan as it brings them to a sin pleasure when both of their dick meeting up in a rush move. Jongdae feels Junmyeon's hand flicks his nipple and he let out a small moan as he feels how good Junmyeon's hand is. Junmyeon slides his hand to open Jongdae's trousers and his boxers in one go while giving out a small trail kisses starts from Jongdae nipples and stops a bit to sucks it on and Jongdae closes his eyes and writhing a bit on the bed as he feels a pleasure running to every cells of his body. Junmyeon trails the kisses to Jongdae's stomach and moves on to his hips but stops after looking at Jongdae's hard dick. Jongdae give out a long moan as Junmyeon sucks his dick off starts from the base and slowly going up.
"Ahhh.. Junmyeon I don't think we should do this" Jongdae moans while pulling up Junmyeon's hair. Eventhough he is drunk but he is still sober enough to feel this.
Junmyeon looks at Jongdae with a smirk on his face.
"No, Jongdae you need to loose yourself and please I know you don't want to stop look at how hard your dick is" Junmyeon keeps sucking Jongdae's dick without listening to Jongdae saying no all the time. Jongdae is saying no but his body doesn't want to cooperate with him. He is engulfed in a pleasure. This is insane.
Junmyeon let out his mouth from Jongdae's dick and Jongdae let out an unsatisfied groans as he feels empty.
"Aah.. please wait a bit I need to find my lube and condoms.. oh here!" Junmyeon takes his lube under his bed and pulls of his jeans and his boxer, dick as hard as Jongdae's.
Jongdae watches as Junmyeon inserts the condoms on his own slowly. Jongdae reaches out to help him and by his touch, Junmyeon's breath hitches. As he's done, Junmyeon inches closer and kisses Jongdae slowly. Junmyeon pushes his first finger to Jongdae and Jongdae squeezes his eyes shut. It's uncomfortable because it's been years since Jongdae last having a sex and he didn't even remember who he did it with.
"Relax Jongdae, or should I stop?" Junmyeon looks worry if he makes Jongdae in pain.
"No, no please just do it Junmyeon" Jongdae doesn't know if it's the alcohol that makes him this brave or it's just really Junmyeon's charm that pulls him to this.
Junmyeon kisses his chest down to his stomach, one hand stroking his side body to help him relax distracts him from the discomfort and soon enough, he's stretched open, dick's hard as ever and head all dizzy. Jongdae looks at Junmyeon hazily as he feels the heat is too much. Junmyeon guides his own over his entrance and Jongdae doesn't even breath as he feels him slowly inside him.
What is this feels? Jongdae tightens his hand on the bed cover as he feels discomfort all over again but it's soon replaced with pleasure as he feels Junmyeon moves. Every movement send his body buzzing from his stomach to his head and to his toes. Junmyeon starts thrusting slowly. But then, Junmyeon buries himself completely inside him and then pulls out just to slam back inside. Both of them let out a scream of pleasure and profanities they didn't even know existed in their head.
The sound of the bed creaking under his weight mixed with a small breathless sounds Junmyeon makes fill the room and this only heightens Jongdae's arousal.
"Junmyeon, please.. Ahh please I can't hold it anymore" Jongdae grabs Junmyeon's hips to pulls him closer.
"Wait I am close too Ahh it feels so good Ahh..." Junmyeon suddenly circles his hand around Jongdae and pulls his hands up and down on Jongdae's dick.
"Ahh.. Junmyeon I can't AHH.." that touch is enough to have Jongdae come all over his stomach.
Junmyeon finishes a few seconds later with the way Jongdae is clenching around his and he pulls out and collapses on top of him.
"You okay?" Junmyeon mutters and Jongdae nods. He can't believe it. Jongdae can't believe it. He just sleeps with someone who he just met a few hours ago. He is never been this crazy before. Never.
Junmyeon then hugs Jongdae on his waist and they slumbers themselves to sleep. Jongdae is too tired to think about this tonight.
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Jongdae wakes up with a sore on his lower back and sting on his face because someone just forgot to pull out the curtain at the window near his bed. Wait my bed? But my bed is not facing a window. He immediately opens his eyes and looks around. Everything at his surrounding is messy. A pile of clothes at the corner of the room, his suit were being thrown everywhere at the floor, all the things in this room are not in order. Where am I? He tries to wakes up from the bed when he falls back again, his lower back is sore as ever. He winces his eyes when all of the memories from last night hit him like an ordered film in his head. He lets out a deep groan while messing his bed hair with his hand. .This must be Junmyeon's apartment. I am so damned. Jongdae looks at the left and find a small clock on the bedside table. He stares at the clock in horror. It is 8 AM already and he has only 1 hour to go to the office because as long as Jongdae remembers he needs to meet Siwon at the morning. And also damned Junmyeon for not waking his up. He wakes up in a rush but looking at his crumple suit on the floor it won't be possible for him to wear it and he doesn't have time to go home first when he doesn't know how far is this place to the office, so he moves to Junmyeon's wardrobe and take one of the suit for his to wear and think about whatever the consequences later. He takes his phone also his wallet from his previous clothes and immediately run to the lobby to stop a taxi.
Jongdae checks out his phone and found 10 missed calls from Chanyeol. He runs his hair with his hand feels frustated. He never forgets to check out his morning schedule at the night before and checks out reports before presentate it today and moreover today he should meet his boss and he does not even read his financial statement progress report on the day before. This is because of that one person who has ruined his life in one night and he swears he won't be close to him anymore. Kim Junmyeon.
Jongdae rushes himself to the lift and luckily the lift is empty, maybe it's because he's too late already. He is checking out himself at the mirror at the back of the lift while calling Chanyeol.
"Chanyeol, have you arrived at the office yet? Have you prepared the financial statement progress because I need to look it now ASAP I need to meet sir Siwon, is he arrived already? and why didn't you wake me up early?"
"Wow wow Chen? Sir Jongdae? Please calm down, yes sir Siwon has arrived at the office and I am at the office too but the office hours today has been pushed to 10 o'clock because of the party last night and why didn't I wake you up? I've tried, 10 times but you didn't pick up, what happened last night?"
"I'm kinda loose myself too much last night, so meet me at sir Siwon office today and bring me that progress report"
"Oke sir, you owe me last night story"
"Whatever" Jongdae snorts and takes his phone off. He is rushing to Sir Siwon floor and he already meets up with Chanyeol at the secretary desk. He always can count on Chanyeol after all.
"Here is the report sir, anyway I never look the suit you are wearing today, it's nice too see" Chanyeol smirks and leaves Jongdae at the secretary desk. Jongdae almost shouts at Chanyeol if he's not remember he's at his boss floor right now. Jongdae opens the report and scans it fast as he walks to the door. He knocks on the door and Siwon let him in.
"Oh Jongdae, take a seat please"
"I am sorry sir, I was late" Jongdae murmur as he sit in front of Siwon.
"No, that's fine, Junmyeon is not here yet though and also, office hour has been pushed up to 11, so you are not late, and no Jongdae we don't talk about your progress report today, that's for next time. I have something other to say"
Wait what? Junmyeon has not arrived yet? But he left me at before I even woke up. Jongdae stares at Siwon with a shock face how could Junmyeon is not here yet when he woke up alone.
Siwon and Jongdae is talking a bit about the current condition of the company after the merger when he hears someone knocks on the door. Junmyeon walks in the room with a confident looks and always with a smile on his face. Junmyeon stops at the middle for a bit, shocking a bit when he knows Jongdae is wearing his clothes but still keep his composure as he sits next to Jongdae, eyes never leave Jongdae for a bit when he walks.
"Okey then, now let's start. I want to see you guys here to announce that Junmyeon office will be exactly next to your office Jongdae, and there will be a few of new small projects and one big project and I need both of you to talk about it together for the budget also for the strategic marketing so both of you will totally learn on each other. That one big project I am talking about is the new product launching, this time we will go into the food market. So, as it is the first, I need a great and creative idea for the food and I hope I will get it from both of you as I only trust you, especially Jongdae. That's it you guys may leave and I need the first report next week." Siwon clasped his hand and smiles at them.
"Okey, sir" both of them answer in unison and left the room. At the outside, Jongdae walks to the right to avoid Junmyeon but he feels that someone grabs his hand and pulls him to somewhere.
"Hey, Junmyeon what is this?" Jongdae tries to release himself from Junmyeon but Junmyeon's only tighten his hand. It's just that Jongdae never admit he likes how Junmyeon's hand feel in his. Junmyeon looks at Jongdae a bit with a dazzling smile.
"We need to talk about that food proect aren't we?" Junmyeon pulls Jongdae to the secluded meeting room area at the same floor and pulls out a seat for Jongdae first before he takes on the chair to sit next to him.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Do we need to talk at the secluded area like this?" Jongdae takes off on his seat ready to go out but Junmyeon hold his hand.
"Stay. We need to talk." Junmyeon looks at Jongdae with a sincere looks that Jongdae does not know how to decipher.
"Junmyeon if you want to talk about last night, I am sorry it was only a mistake, my mistake, I don't intend to do it but..."
"No, no Jongdae it's not your mistake, I enjoy it very much, really enjoy it until the state that I think it's not only a one night stand I just feel there is something different going on with the feeling that I have after that night don't you feel it the same?"
"Junmyeon please don't try to be that cheesy man again because you just ruined my morning, I never EVER forget to check out my work last night before and also replying on my email in every range of hours and today, in one mistake night, I haven't even replied my email for 12 hours you just ruined my composure Junmyeon just stop it until now"
"Jongdae is that a reason why you leave me this morning?". Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in disbelief. How could he say he's the one leaving him when he was the one wakes up alone in the morning and it makes he thinks that he is not worth to be staying for.
"Excuse me, as far as I know you are the one who left me and I have no choice but to lend your suit for a while because I think I was late and you blame me for leaving you?"
"I went out for a bit to buy us breakfast and when I went back you were leaving already. Also, you looks really good in my suit" Junmyeon gets up and leans closer to Jongdae, whispers the last sentence to his ear. Jongdae shivers as he feels a hot breath grazing his ear. Inside of his heart, he doesn't believe that Junmyeon stays for him but he is so insecure it only lasted for one morning, they are stranger after all. He needs to stop, he doesn't want to go deeper than this. He's too afraid it will happen again. His past. Jongdae pushes Junmyeon and goes to the door.
"Junmyeon stop it, last night was just a mistake let's forget about that and if you want to talk about the big project earlier we could start at my office, not here"
Jongdae walks fast and doesn't even wait for Junmyeon and waits up for him in a lift. Junmyeon immediately grabs Jongdae hands to avoid him pushes on the floor button and he pushes on LG floor.
"Why we go to the LG floor? We need to talk it at my office"
"No, we are not. Since Sir Siwon wants us to give a creative food product it's no use to just sit at the office and talk about it. We need to explore."
As soon as Jongdae realize what's going on, he's in Junmyeon's car already and he loves how his car just smell like Junmyeon when.. Jongdae shakes his head as he thought about unnecessary things.
"Where are we going?" Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in curiousity. Junmyeon just smiles and moves closer to Jongdae. Jongdae closes his eyes tightly as he feels Junmyeon's face is too close to his but then Junmyeon pulls out the seatbelt on his left to his right and then leans back. Oh, he just wears me a seatbelt nothing dangerous. Junmyeon let out a small laugh and stares at Jongdae.
"You need to wear the seatbelt. Don't be afraid of me, I'm not biting. At least not in here." Junmyeon chuckles as he moves his car to the road side.
"Where are we going?" Jongdae asks again as he was disrupted earlier.
"We will go to a cafe near Myeongdong, they have cute cakes and the baker is my friend. He makes a good coffee and nice pastries."
Jongdae never feels this smell before. A mix of Arabica coffee, cherry, and hazelnut syrup also fresh baked pastries from the oven. This cafe is small but packed with various ages people. The environment is the mixture of colorful woods with old pictures hanging in every side of the shops. It's been too long since Jongdae last visit the cafe, because Chanyeol always be the one who buys him coffee and brings it to the office.
"Hey minseok!" Junmyeon greets his friend at the counter. He is almost the same tall as him with the cute hamster smile.
"Oh, Junmyeon! What are you ordering today?" Minseok asks Junmyeon as he goes out from the counter to hug Junmyeon.
"I want to order the best coffee in here and also the best pastries you bake today"
Something in Jongdae's stomach stir and he doesn't like this. He better looks around rather than looking at Junmyeon hugs his close friend and now he's whispering to each other.
"Oh Minseok, here is my new special friend, Jongdae, and Jongdae this is Minseok. He's my best friend since college."
"Since when I am special zoned by you? Oh Minseok I am Jongdae, Junmyeon's acquintance" Jongdae shakes Minseok hand and Minseok looks at Jongdae and then he winks at Junmyeon. Jongdae almost rolls his eyes and he takes a seat. He looks at Junmyeon who now sits near his side.
"Why are you always sit next to me? There is a chair across from me though."
"There is no reason. I just want to see you better." Junmyeon smiles as he strokes Jongdae's cheek. Junmyeon then gets up to take out the coffee and pastries. Jongdae runs his hand on his hair and groans in frustation. Why he's so easily let out Junmyeon touch him anywhere this is insane. He never loose himself this much. Actually, what Junmyeon has done to him??.
Junmyeon brings back a lot of pastries starts from pies, croissant, brownies and also a nice smell latte with cute art for both of them and Jongdae couldn't help but to open his mouth and feel astonished. He then realized he hasn't eaten anything since this morning.
"Eat up, I know you haven't eaten since morning and you are too skinny I want you to eat more"
"Oh and now you start to teach me how I should eat?" Jongdae scowls but still eat his croissant anyway. Junmyeon lets out a small chuckle and looks at Jongdae as he's eating. Both of them shares a lot of stories from their office, the people that works with them and also the works that both of them doing these past few years.
"Oh it's evening already, emm how about we walks along han gang river tonight?"
"But, Junmyeon we need to do the report!" Jongdae folds his hand and shakes his head.
"Oh but we need to explore the food, at han gang they will sell a lot of korean snack foods!"
Junmyeon gets up and grabs Jongdae hands, pulls him to his car again.
Jongdae is never this amuse when he saw han gang river at night. After he gets out from the car, he's just run to the fence near the river and looks around. The lights that come out from the bridge is mesmerizing him and he can't even blink.
"it is nice to be here at night, isn't it?" Junmyeon stops at Jongdae's back and wrap his arms around Jongdae, leaning closer to Jongdae's right shoulder.
"What are you doing?" Jongdae is shocked and immediately grabs Junmyeon's hand asks him to release his hand.
"Just stay still" Jongdae suddenly gives in and without realizing he is leaning to Junmyeon's. There is something that's beating a bit faster at his left chest but he ignores it. He has to admit being hugged by Junmyeon is one of the nicest thing that he ever felt in his life. It makes him warm in a unique way.
"Why are you doing this to me Junmyeon? Being sweet and all? I don't think I am worth for this" Jongdae looks at his side to see Junmyeon's eyes. Junmyeon releases his hand and move around. He stares at Jongdae and hold both of his hand.
"You are worth for me since the first time we met because from the moment we started talking, I knew that I wanted you around and you really need to lose yourself Jongdae, aside from work, you deserve to be loved by someone" Junmyeon leans closer and closes the gap between them. Jongdae never feels this spark before. This feels like a first kiss for him. This is kiss with love and he feels something tingling in his stomach and his head is as light as feather. Junmyeon tips his chin up so he can kiss Jongdae properly. Jongdae ravages Junmyeon with his lips, taking Junmyeon's tongue in his mouth willingly. It's not a kind of rush kiss that will lead them more but it's a kind of a knowledge kiss, a sincere kiss.
The phone inside of Junmyeon's pocket is ringing but they still continue kissing. But Jongdae just pushes Junmyeon a bit.
"Emm Junmyeon, you need to answer that maybe it's important" Junmyeon runs his hand on Jongdae's hair.
"But this is more important" Junmyeon leans to kiss Jongdae once more but Jongdae just gives out a short kiss.
"No, it could be from the office, we've been out for a long time"
"Okey then okey" Junmyeon takes out the phone and looks at the screen. He immediately takes the call.
"What is it Baekhyun?" Jongdae looks on Junmyeon at the side. Baekhyun? Who is him? Jongdae folds his hand.
"Oh do you want to date tomorrow? Should I bring flowers?" Junmyeon chuckles.
"Do you want a dinner too? I'll think about it" Junmyeon then talks to that guy named Baekhyun with an amuse voice and everything seems silent in his ear. How could Junmyeon kissed him and being sweet and all and then in reality he has a boyfriend? He is just too stupid to trust Junmyeon in this. He should not trust anyone. Love is never exist after all. Jongdae runs before Junmyeon finishes his phone and takes out the taxi back to his home.
At his home, his eyes are swollen already. Chanyeol rushes to him after he senses something wrong with his boss.
"Chen, are you okay? Maid please prepare a warm bath also a new clothes upstair" Chanyeol takes an order to the maid beside him and he checks out Jongdae.
"Chen, tell me what happened??"
"Chanyeol I am tired. I just need to take a bath and sleep. Leave the report at the living room I just read it tomorrow"
"No, Chen, we should talk. This is not you. I never see you cry like this before, really what happened? You know you could trust me!" Chanyeol shouts a bit, he is so worry about his boss. Jongdae looks at Chanyeol with a tired eyes and tears could not stop pouring from his eyes.
"Chanyeol, am I not worth enough to be loved by someone? Am I too stupid that everyone lied to me?"
"No, of course you are not why did you think it like that?" Chanyeol leads Jongdae to sit on the sofa next to him and Jongdae tells all the story to Chanyeol.
"Well, there must be a reason Jongdae I am pretty sure Baekhyun is not in that kind of relationship with Junmyeon because as I know..." Chanyeol is telling out a story when he looks aside. Jongdae is already fall a sleep next to him. Chanyeol shakes his head and lifts Jongdae up to his room.
He must be so tired, I just let Junmyeon explains everything to him tomorrow.
Jongdae wakes up with a swollen eyes and he asks the maid to bring him a pack of ice. Jongdae looks at the mirror when all the bad memories from last night hit him again and he feels like crying again. He just asks for a day off today. He sits at the side of his bed and closes his eyes as he takes a deep breath. His heart has been broken into pieces and he feels hurt really hurt.
Someone knocks on his door and he thinks it is his maid. He opens the door and looks shockingly.
"What are you doing Junmyeon? I don't want to see you." Jongdae immediately closes the door when Junmyeon holds it with his arm and slips himself in.
"Wait. Let me explain everything!"
"No, there is nothing to explain. I know enough so just leave Junmyeon. I am so enough with you I am so enough with a fake love everyone gives me. My father, my mother, and now you. So just leave me alone!" Jongdae shoves Junmyeon outside with force but Junmyeon hinders and grabs Jongdae's hand.
"I. Need. To. Explain." Junmyeon stares at Jongdae's eyes with a demanding look.
"Jongdae, Baekhyun is my ex and I am sorry you are misunderstood so much from the phone calls last night. The reason he called me was because he asked me about the date option for his first date with Chanyeol." Junmyeon grabs Jongdae's hand tightly and Jongdae looks at Junmyeon in disbelief.
"Wait what? Chanyeol?"
"Yes, Chanyeol, your Personal Assistant? He has a first date with Baekhyun and he's my ex."
"But, how could you know Chanyeol?" Jongdae asks Junmyeon with a confusing look and Junmyeon let out a small laugh.
"I know him since high school and the first time he was assigned as your Personal Assistant he tells me all about you, your habit, your workaholic manner, your stiff move and everything . Then you makes me curious. But, it's suddenly feel like a fate. My company was having a merger with your company and then I got a chance to meet you. The first time I meet you I just feel attracted to you because I want to change you. You attracted me Jongdae, and I could not even reject myself to not loving you. Your eyes, your cheek, your eyebrows, especially your lips, I love it all." Junmyeon smiles widely and strokes Jongdae's cheek with his hand. Jongdae looks at Junmyeon with a surprise look.
"So, you are Chanyeol's friend since high school but Chanyeol never tells me??"
"Haha.. yes Jongdae, yes he never tells you maybe you could just scold him later. Because now it means we are okey right? I can kiss you?" Junmyeon stares at Jongdae and Jongdae just pushes Junmyeon's chest with his hand because he is embarrassed.
"No!" Jongdae sticks out his tongue and runs to the side of his bed when Junmyeon chases him and tickles him until both of them falls to the bed. Jongdae is laughing hard when Junmyeon stays still and looking at Jongdae's eyes. Jongdae stops laughing and looks at Junmyeon. Both of them just staring with each other and try to talk by looking at each other eyes. They found it in each other eyes.
"I love you, Jongdae"
"I love you too, Junmyeon"
Love. At least Jongdae knows what love means now. It's not a matter even if you just meet once or twice but as long as you feel he is the one, that means love. Because Junmyeon is there to teach him what love is. If love could make him this happy. It's worth it. It really is.