ex's are fun.
so the past couple days have been pretty decent.
hung out w/ joey the day before yesterday. it was different. but still way fun. its sad that i cant be affectionate with him. like touch his back. or rub his leg...just the little shit that i used to do. that sucks. but i got some super good hugs. but yea. i dunno. its weird, but i really wouldnt have it any other way.
yesterday was fuckin sweet. went to lunch w/ jackattack, mike, who i havent seen in a year or so. that was fun. jackattack basically kidnapped me and made me go. ahah than mike met up with us. so yea. i barely ate because my tummy still hurts n shit. then we went outside and talked for like over n hour with this guy roland, who graduated with mike in 03. it was so fun. then me and jackattack went over to some place called tasteful cakes, because she wanted a cookie. and so did mike. haha. fucking dorks. then we talked longer...then mike had to go to the doctors and jackattack had to work on a school project. so that was fun.
then i basically did shit all night. watched law & order for a good few hours. SO sad, considering i never watch tv anymore. haha.
then anthony called me at like 11. and we talked a bit. then he came over and we talked about everything. it was fucking awesome. i love that kid. i laughed so much. i needed that. i told him how my holidays went, and he told me how his went. haha. we're in the same boat. he asked me if i still had his picture that he gave me. fucking best picture ever. so modelesque. hah. it was on my mirror for like the past year. and i told him i put it in a photo album. cuz i was packing up my room n shit. hilarious. his friend cj kept blowin him up cuz cj and his gf are having problems. lame. its the holidays i tell ya. and the new year. its just shitty for relationships and what not. ha. then joey called me cuz of his industrial that he'd gotten pierced the day before. told me it was bleeding and shit. so he was going to take it out. most people would be like damn. well he caused you pain, this caused him pain. ya i wish i could see it like that, but i dont like when any of my friends (past loves or not) are in pain. thats just fucked up. so he ended up taking it out, which personally i dont care, although i did think it looked hot, and my wallet felt the pain, but other then that, im glad he's starting to feel better. so got off the phone with him. and anthony and i talked longer. it was amazing. i miss that fucker. then my friend zack called me...for purposes that shouldnt be discussed publicly. haha. i missed the call but ended calling him back. he sounded SOOOOOOO fucking different. like ridiculoussssly. i mean shit i havent seen him in over a year, but sweet jesus, i didnt even think i was talking to him. it was crazy. so got off the phone w/ zacky poo. hah. and then me and anthony talked a little more then decided that we should go to sleep cuz it was 3. so went to his car said our good byes. and said we should hang out soon. cuz it was wayy to long. so he left, then i called joey n talked to him to see how his ear was. haha im too caring. but whatev.
well thats basically what happened. yesterday was fucking awesome as fuck. today already sucks. yay.
hung out w/ joey the day before yesterday. it was different. but still way fun. its sad that i cant be affectionate with him. like touch his back. or rub his leg...just the little shit that i used to do. that sucks. but i got some super good hugs. but yea. i dunno. its weird, but i really wouldnt have it any other way.
yesterday was fuckin sweet. went to lunch w/ jackattack, mike, who i havent seen in a year or so. that was fun. jackattack basically kidnapped me and made me go. ahah than mike met up with us. so yea. i barely ate because my tummy still hurts n shit. then we went outside and talked for like over n hour with this guy roland, who graduated with mike in 03. it was so fun. then me and jackattack went over to some place called tasteful cakes, because she wanted a cookie. and so did mike. haha. fucking dorks. then we talked longer...then mike had to go to the doctors and jackattack had to work on a school project. so that was fun.
then i basically did shit all night. watched law & order for a good few hours. SO sad, considering i never watch tv anymore. haha.
then anthony called me at like 11. and we talked a bit. then he came over and we talked about everything. it was fucking awesome. i love that kid. i laughed so much. i needed that. i told him how my holidays went, and he told me how his went. haha. we're in the same boat. he asked me if i still had his picture that he gave me. fucking best picture ever. so modelesque. hah. it was on my mirror for like the past year. and i told him i put it in a photo album. cuz i was packing up my room n shit. hilarious. his friend cj kept blowin him up cuz cj and his gf are having problems. lame. its the holidays i tell ya. and the new year. its just shitty for relationships and what not. ha. then joey called me cuz of his industrial that he'd gotten pierced the day before. told me it was bleeding and shit. so he was going to take it out. most people would be like damn. well he caused you pain, this caused him pain. ya i wish i could see it like that, but i dont like when any of my friends (past loves or not) are in pain. thats just fucked up. so he ended up taking it out, which personally i dont care, although i did think it looked hot, and my wallet felt the pain, but other then that, im glad he's starting to feel better. so got off the phone with him. and anthony and i talked longer. it was amazing. i miss that fucker. then my friend zack called me...for purposes that shouldnt be discussed publicly. haha. i missed the call but ended calling him back. he sounded SOOOOOOO fucking different. like ridiculoussssly. i mean shit i havent seen him in over a year, but sweet jesus, i didnt even think i was talking to him. it was crazy. so got off the phone w/ zacky poo. hah. and then me and anthony talked a little more then decided that we should go to sleep cuz it was 3. so went to his car said our good byes. and said we should hang out soon. cuz it was wayy to long. so he left, then i called joey n talked to him to see how his ear was. haha im too caring. but whatev.
well thats basically what happened. yesterday was fucking awesome as fuck. today already sucks. yay.