just great...

Jan 31, 2011 22:16

just when my week is starting to look better, a quarrel have to set in.

its not like i want to have this injury. if i could, i would definitely want to go back to dec07 to prevent myself from falling down hard on the pedestrian stone.

its not that i dont want to do my part in the family for chinese new year preparation. but you should understand when i told you that i have a leg injury, i cant remove the shellings for the willow plant. one reason, i cant stand for long with both my legs handling my weight.

you told me to sit and remove the shellings. i would if i'm tall enough. but i'm not. you challenged me to sit and remove. fine. i walked over to get the thing started, you start to tell me to forget it, you'll do the job.

thanks dad. for injecting guilt into me. guilty for not doing my part, guilty that i'm even injured in the first place.

you've got the same injury as me years ago, why cant you understand?

i dont like to quarrel with you guys. especially when the hateful knee have to come into the picture.

thats why i hate to be injured. thats why i hate being injured. and i hate myself for getting injured.

life

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