Jan 16, 2011 10:37
things are worrying me in the current moment.. its like everything is confusing me.
i wake up these days feeling very uneasy, having the heart rate up isnt a good way to start a day. seriously.
i really hope that its not any health issue.. not now, not when i'm in poly..
next, family.
i'm sorry for not making it home early these days, making you guys feeling worried.. i'm really sorry.. but thank you for understanding..
i dont want to make any empty promises to you guys anymore.. i dont like the feeling of having my feelings cheated and i'm sure you guys too..
i'm really sorry.. =/
last but not the least, friendship...
i really hope things will stay the same. i really hope that things wont change because of this. i know i'm getting very busy very soon, i know that i might start to neglect things. but.. i really dont want to lose you guys as friends, as sisters, as khakis. i know, i might not be able to make time for you guys, to you guys, i might not prioritise my stuff properly.. but please know that i'm trying every method i could to adjust things around for the best outcome..
i'm really sorry if i've frustrated, irritated, pissed you off in anyway cos of my schedule..
and please be assured that i'm also trying my best to study at home too.. i want good grades this sem.. i dont want to end up like last sem.
life