Stylistically angry (read: faggot) teeth-baring, hair-ripping frustration
I know what I want to do, and it's almost completely impossible (read: completely fucking impossible), and now it's all I can think about. I know nothing about it, I've never done anything even remotely similar to it before, I'm scared to say what it is, and it's in a completely different universe from anything I know anything about. I know more about producing music than I know about this shit, AND THAT'S LOL. But I feel like I'm wasting my time trying to be productive doing anything else.
WHY CAN'T LIFE BE AS SIMPLE AS POINTING MY DRILL IN A DIRECTION AND THRUSTING TO THE HEAVENS.
I'm getting a general AA, which in and of itself is fucklame, however things I wouldn't mind studying (not to be confused with what I know I want to do) like foreign language for example, isn't an option there, and I feel like I'm wasting my time and money. And I just plain feel like I don't have time to waste, I'm 18. I should be ready to do shit.
ITP: LOL POSTIN EMO SHIT IN A LIVEJOURNAL
WHY CAN'T LIFE BE AS SIMPLE AS POINTING MY DRILL IN A DIRECTION AND THRUSTING TO THE HEAVENS.
I'm getting a general AA, which in and of itself is fucklame, however things I wouldn't mind studying (not to be confused with what I know I want to do) like foreign language for example, isn't an option there, and I feel like I'm wasting my time and money. And I just plain feel like I don't have time to waste, I'm 18. I should be ready to do shit.
ITP: LOL POSTIN EMO SHIT IN A LIVEJOURNAL