Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry I could not travel both...
Scott is definitely going into the air force. He signed on for 6 years. He said that way he gets more money or something. He wants me to go live with him. The air force will pay our rent and basically take care of everything, even if we live off base. He doesn't know where he's going to be stationed yet, but he leaves for basic training (which is in Texas) in August.
I don't know what to do. I love him...I want to be with him. But I want to go to school. I want to make something of myself. It's highly unlikely that he'll be stationed anywhere in VA. So I'll be leaving all of my friends behind. But I'll get to be with him...and we'll be financially secure(ish) and I'll be able to save the money I make towards taking classes or whatever. I really don't want to lose him again...but I still don't trust him entirely.
I just don't know...
Constructive advice anyone?
I don't know what to do. I love him...I want to be with him. But I want to go to school. I want to make something of myself. It's highly unlikely that he'll be stationed anywhere in VA. So I'll be leaving all of my friends behind. But I'll get to be with him...and we'll be financially secure(ish) and I'll be able to save the money I make towards taking classes or whatever. I really don't want to lose him again...but I still don't trust him entirely.
I just don't know...
Constructive advice anyone?