Sooooo...
someone tell me that this is gonna be over soon...I miss Tido-- ALOT. We talked a few times yesterday, he called me like three times and he says to me when I got back to him ," I called earlier, what were you doing?" all bf like---- I liked it. I never got to explain exactly what happened and why the joke was on me-- but let's just say that part of it was that I didnt have a job and you know as the saying goes," An idle mind is the devil's playground."
Things happen for a reason though. I need to be by myself for a while. I ended up scoring a job at Walker's, a casual restaurant that has like THE BEST BURGERS in NYC. Yah. Seriously, thats what all the reviews say-- but they also say the service sucks. Yah. So I'm taking it, that this is my time to shine. My plan is to train, show them I can go on by myself after one day of training and then run with it. Try to pick up as many shifts as possible to keep busy. This is my chance for my confidence to go back up which went to the pit of death because I didnt have a job for a LONG time.
I ordered these pills called 7 day cleanse-- the purpose is not to clean out the colon (clearly impossible especially if you eat everyday) but to help your bowels move ALOT better. I bought some seamless nipple rings.. awesomeness so the balls wont show through any of my clothing. I feel good about myself LOL. Friday is the interview of my dreams-- Continental Airlines. This job will open so many opporunties and experiences to me!!
I have a feeling though that Tido and I will get back together-- how soon-- I have no idea. But I want to give myself sometime to adjust to my new working lifestyle.
Eh, why is my phone bill $215.00? Yeah. I better train, and train fast. I need to pay this phone bill because I don't want to get rid of this phone number at all. Verizon has like the best phone service in the world so.....I feel so weird right now it's amazing. Maybe bring my phone number over to another carrier or something? I have no idea. It's making me feel weird though LOL