私は覚えますか- 15/?
Title: Watashi wa Oboimasu ka?
Chapter Fifteen: Loving you
Pairings: Tegoshi Yuya X Takahisa Masuda(main), Nishikido Ryo X Yamashita Tomohisa(side), Koyama Keiichiro X Kato Shigeaki(side)
Author: sugihara_aiko
Genre: Suspense, Mystery, Angst, Supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own them! Credits to awesome magazine scans of NEWS, and edited by me, with tools from photoshop :D
Summary: What happens when someone you remember so clearly forgets about you?
Author's Note: It's my ongoing third series! Suddenly, this idea came to me, and i thought of writing it out!! :D
“Ma.. Massu, did you missed me?” Tegoshi asked, his lips turning into a smile- an evil smirk.
“Te…Tesshi, you…” Masuda stammered, his body moving back a little every time he speak. Tegoshi have faced Masuda, and continued smiling, his smile moving up, until that eyes of his send shivers down his spine totally. “Massu,” he spoke.
“What.. you... who are you?” Masuda asked, totally confused of the person who was in front of him.
“Do you really want to know?” Tegoshi asked again. He levered up the seat, and buckled the seatbelt. “Then, move it. Drive to the place we always met last time, and I’ll tell you,”
Masuda moved back to his seat, and hesitated. He looked over to Tegoshi, and he made no inch to move at all. Masuda sighed, and buckled up his seatbelt, before he started his gear.
Masuda have constantly looked over to where Tegoshi was sitting, and he made no attempt to start a conversation. Masuda slowly stared at the road, when he came by to the familiar route that he always walked when he was younger.
Soon, Masuda have stopped his car beside the grass patch, and got out of the car. Tegoshi by then have started to walk towards the grass patch, and lied down onto the spot where they usually sat.
Tesshi, I love you.
That familiar confession ringed inside Tegoshi’s mind, as he closed his eyes, as the cool wind blow towards his face.
Massu, I love you too.
Tegoshi’s voice have came inside to Masuda’s brain the moment he entered the grass patch.
It was his fault that everything have ended up like this.
“Massu,” Tegoshi sounded. Masuda froze at his spot, and looked to where Tegoshi was calling him from.
“Yes..?” Masuda asked, as he looked at Tegoshi.
“I just wanted to ask you a question, have.. you ever loved me before?”
“I…” Masuda stammered.
“No?”
“…”
“MASSU!” Tegoshi snapped. Masuda looked away from Tegoshi’s vision. “I don’t know what’s love, Tesshi. At that time, I really didn’t thought that I could give up my life for you!”
Tegoshi sighed, and stood up. “Do you really want to know what is happening?”
Masuda hesitated to answer, but after thinking for awhile, he nodded his head.
“I want to kill you, Massu,” Tegoshi turned, his eyes, were felt with the rage he had accumulated for the past years. “I want to kill you Massu, for getting me killed,”
Masuda backtracked, until he fall down to the floor. “What are you saying, Tesshi? Getting.. getting you killed? Aren’t you alive, talking to me now?”
“I’m dead, Massu,” Tegoshi said again, and a tear flowed down from one side of his eyes. The purple side. “Massu, years ago, you remembered what happened to me?”
Masuda nodded his head. “I…”
“You remember?” Tegoshi asked again, stressing on the two words.
Masuda keep backtracking until his back hit the bark of the tree.
Tegoshi have slowly walked up to where Masuda was sitting, and stood down, until his face was directly in front of Masuda. “Tesshi, what do you want?!”
Tegoshi’s lone tear flow down from one of his purple side eye again.
“Massu, I have loved you, even when I was dying, I was thinking of you the whole time…” Tegoshi mumbled, as he leaned down, and planted a kiss onto Masuda’s forehead. Masuda backed-off, until Tegoshi had settled down beside Masuda.
“Massu, I’m going to…” Tegoshi started to struggle as he breadthe hard and fast. “Tesshi?”
His eyes suddenly closed. Masuda started to sit up, and used his finger to lightly poked him on the arm. “Te… Tesshi?”
“Tesshi!?” Masuda screamed, as he started to shake Tegoshi vigorously.
Tegoshi flinched his eyes a bit, before he started to open his eyes up. “Ma.. Masuda..?”
“Te.. Tegoshi?”
Tegoshi used his hand to knock his head, before he suddenly muttered, “He… came?”
Masuda helped Tegoshi up, as Tegoshi used the bark of the tree to support himself. “Him?” Masuda asked. Tegoshi just shake his head, and looked at Masuda. “What.. happened? Why are we here?”
“Um…” Masuda decided to hide it from him.
Does he know about Tesshi’s existence? No, they’re totally two different persons.
“Um… we came here just now, have you forgotten?” Masuda asked again. Tegoshi shake his head, and he didn’t really had any impression. “I only remembered that we were in the car, and then, I forgotten the others already,”
“After that I drive us here, you probably can’t remember, it’s alright,”
Tegoshi sighed a relieve. “Masuda, I’m tired. Can you send me home?”
“Sure, let’s go,” Masuda said, as he helped Tegoshi towards the car.
Tegoshi heard a voice echoed in his head, when he was about to leave the grass patch.
Massu, I love you… I’ve always, always loved you…