Sigh

[sugicat]

I would like to apologize for to being so grumpy and whiny lately. I even annoyed myself so I can only image how everyone else felt. It's just that I hate orgo and I find it really diffcult but I don't space out my studying. Anyway, it makes me very stressed and I act like no one else could possibly know how hard my life is and blah blah blah. Well, I was thinking about it and for all the stressing and how busy I feel I don't seem to actually do much. So basically I spent my life all frantic for no reason. I blame American culture and how we're made to feel lazy if we don't have more to do than is possible to acomplish. Does anyone else ever feel like they're always preparing for a future that never seems to come. Like in high school it was about getting to college but now that I'm here I just like I can't wait 'till this semester's over.
Wow, this was supposed to be a happy entry. Oh well