Sigh
So I'm a little sad because I did something really stupid, well more like two things. I had an interview with one of the people I'm looking to do research for. My fist stupid thing was telling him I could meet him at three when my lab ended at 3:30 (it was the first time I had it and i didn't realize) Then I rushed over to McMillen then realized I wanted to go to McDonelll then realized that I was looking for an eight floor in a less-than-eight story builiding. So I went to the library to confirm that the McDonnell I was looking for is at the med school (a few min. drive away). So by this time it;s almost four I can't drive there b/c my car batery is dead, I have no idea when the shuttles come and when they would get me there and I need to hand in my physics homework by 5. I decided I couldn't show over an hour late so I emaled the guy explaing my situation (minus physics homework) and apoligising. So I hope I still wants to meet me but I know I''ve made a really bad impression. I have another meeting with someone else tommrow so hopefully that will go better. But, I just hate not keeping my commitments especially when it completly my own fault(instead of extenuating circumstances).
It also probably doen't help that I'm really stressed. I feel like I might have taken on too much and at the same time I how much everyone else is doing and I feel like I haven't taken on enough. Do you ever wish you were like six again and your parents got to make these decisions. Then again at six all you want to do is to be an adult. So in summation, life sucks except now I feel kinda better and I love college. I think I need to seek proffesional help.
It also probably doen't help that I'm really stressed. I feel like I might have taken on too much and at the same time I how much everyone else is doing and I feel like I haven't taken on enough. Do you ever wish you were like six again and your parents got to make these decisions. Then again at six all you want to do is to be an adult. So in summation, life sucks except now I feel kinda better and I love college. I think I need to seek proffesional help.