I Think I Need Help
Okay so I just came back from the college Democrats meeting where I signed up to help. I don't understand my obsessive need to sign up for things. Like would it kill me it I had some free time to relax or, you know, do homework. Sigh. I was thinking of starting a support group for people who are compulive joiners but then that seemed counterproductive. So right now I'm trying not to freak out about how I'm making lots of commitments. I guess I'll find a way to do it all because I refuse to back out of my commitments. Hopefully I will get a research job but it will be flexable. I have my first interview tomrrow but the guy said his lab was kinda full. I'm a little nervous because I have no idea what to expect and I get kinda flustered when I'm nervous. Then again, I guess it's good that my first interview like thing is for something I don't have huge hopes for.