this is really dumb but oh, well...
I'm really pissed off coz I just lost an auction on Ebay.
Yeah, I know, in this things there is only one who is going to get it but my logic and reason are clouded with frustration coz that was MUCC stuff I REALLY wanted... you can't always get what you want, ne?
Life's not over but this week and next 1-3 months are seriously spoiled even taking into a count that I'm planning to see MUCC more than just once. I need to stop being such a fan girl!
Currently I have two dilemmas:
1. why the hell did I happen to go on-line and find this stupid auction [given that lately I do not have any time what so ever, to even check my email]
2. in Buddhism if you chant for something u think u need; u don't get the thing u chant for, you get something better
Two jobs and no life, that's my existence for now.
Yeah, I know, in this things there is only one who is going to get it but my logic and reason are clouded with frustration coz that was MUCC stuff I REALLY wanted... you can't always get what you want, ne?
Life's not over but this week and next 1-3 months are seriously spoiled even taking into a count that I'm planning to see MUCC more than just once. I need to stop being such a fan girl!
Currently I have two dilemmas:
1. why the hell did I happen to go on-line and find this stupid auction [given that lately I do not have any time what so ever, to even check my email]
2. in Buddhism if you chant for something u think u need; u don't get the thing u chant for, you get something better
Two jobs and no life, that's my existence for now.