Aug 04, 2005 18:31
FUCK EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!
I am in such a mood right now and I don't even know why....well I do but thats not for you to know...IT's Wednesday, and I'm on my way to H.t...I'm not supposed to work on Wednesdays, I'm supposed to hang out with Matthew!!!
The only thing keeping mee here right now doesnt even love mee and probibly never will...<- I HATE THAT!! I hate my job, I hate my jobs, I hate my car, I hate the fact that I make soooooo much money and yet have none because of a stupid cadilac and a GHETTO ass apartment, I hate being drunk all the time, I hate not being drunk, I hate getting hit on by 16 year olds all the time, I hate being away from you guys, MOMMY I WANNA COME HOME!!!!!!!!! and stay! No I don't.... I can't leave him, I don't wanna be away from him, he doesn't know how I feel, if he knew he'd probly leave mee...
Does anyone know when Mill End is gonna close?? I really hope to make it there befroe it does, well this is probly the last update I'll do before I'm there, so see you nxt week.......