building castles in the sky
my boyfriend is the absolute best ever. he is amazing. <3<3<3 heh.
is he far from perfect? sure. is he still perfect anyway? lol yes!!!
god. he is so great.
i wouldnt trade him for the world. not for all the riches, ..cuz who needs the money? not for all the drugs or alcohol in the world, ashleigh ;), not for anything. not for all the happiness in the world, because i know all i have to do is rest my hand in his and all the happiness i could ever want is right there, waiting for me to accept it and indulge in its luxury.
i wish i could just get it together and quit messing things up and having all these retarded problems. i hate when i make us fight, and i hate so many things i do. i wish i was so much better but, he loves me anyway. i think he really does,...and thats just such a wonderful thing. not only that, but he really does help me. its weird in a way, if you knew the both of us, ...just how much *he* helps *me*. heh. well maybe thats being snobby or something, ...but just knowing our histories, etc. its..well, it actually is interesting. probably not to you though, so ill just leave at that he's the best, and i love him with all my heart.
i am so glad i have him; it sounds stupid but i feel like i really can make it with him there with me and that he's all i really need (just the two of us...hehe). he's always encouraging me and helping me, but never forcing me, looking down on me, or resenting me. I am truly so grateful, to be as lucky and special enough, to have him there for me. ahh...love. time to go crawl into bed next to mine.
..arent sappy posts great? =p
is he far from perfect? sure. is he still perfect anyway? lol yes!!!
god. he is so great.
i wouldnt trade him for the world. not for all the riches, ..cuz who needs the money? not for all the drugs or alcohol in the world, ashleigh ;), not for anything. not for all the happiness in the world, because i know all i have to do is rest my hand in his and all the happiness i could ever want is right there, waiting for me to accept it and indulge in its luxury.
i wish i could just get it together and quit messing things up and having all these retarded problems. i hate when i make us fight, and i hate so many things i do. i wish i was so much better but, he loves me anyway. i think he really does,...and thats just such a wonderful thing. not only that, but he really does help me. its weird in a way, if you knew the both of us, ...just how much *he* helps *me*. heh. well maybe thats being snobby or something, ...but just knowing our histories, etc. its..well, it actually is interesting. probably not to you though, so ill just leave at that he's the best, and i love him with all my heart.
i am so glad i have him; it sounds stupid but i feel like i really can make it with him there with me and that he's all i really need (just the two of us...hehe). he's always encouraging me and helping me, but never forcing me, looking down on me, or resenting me. I am truly so grateful, to be as lucky and special enough, to have him there for me. ahh...love. time to go crawl into bed next to mine.
..arent sappy posts great? =p