That's how murder happens...
my black eyes screening those fuckin lines for the 100th time. I feel fuckin' lonely. Enven though I know that it's not gonna take long till I get back. the flood.
That's my main problem. Even though no one is attacking me or stabbing my back or anything, I still find a way to feel like I was in danger, the perfect prey. the perfect, soft skinned, easy to fuck prey. fuck me up or fuck me hard, it doesn't count. I'll cry or fall in love.
it's really easy to fall in love. In surface, everyone is nice. everyone is hot. everyone is careful. but the problem is, if you can't play fair and tease too much, you'll get fucked. the charming prince becomes the beast of your childhood's nightmares, and the little princess girl is abandonned in red ruins. Left behind. Like a puppy dog. bitch.
Why is everything so fuckin' complicated ? Am I fucked up ? I don't want people I like to fuck behind my back, but if I do so thats not a problem because I CAN. I CAN and nobody else. YES I'm jealous,egoistic, bitchy, stupid, ugly and I'm the worst slut you'll ever meet.
I gotta kind heart. I gotta heart that has no limit. The problem is, it's cold. Cold, so fuckin' cold, and you won't even try to break the ice around. It's too tight and too fuckin' cold. You'd die. Too many people almost died because of me. I'm fuckin' poison. Ask anyone.
Alcohol.drugs.sex.nihilism.sex.vomit.hatred.alcohol.sex.love.passion.sleep.pills.vomit.hate hate hate .
I'll fuck you till you brain explode. Yes your brain. Guess ,you fuckface.
I don't know what to do. I shouldn't be up this late. I probably should go to bed, try to get some sleep and pretend everything's fine, have a last smoke and crawl under my sheets like a stupidfuckinworm, close my eyes to open it better, think about situations that will enver happend, muffle a moan, and then fall asleep, at 3 , my head empty and my eyes full of salty water. I hate going to bed alone.
Are they gonna fuck ? I'm fuckin' jealous when I am not getting laid. My period is fuckin' over.
You, and then you, and then you, and then BOUM. Look down, it's my fuckin' virginity. And my reputation as well.
I'm fuckin' tired, but till there's a big hole in my MSN window because there will be nobody to talk to, I'll stay.
I hate you bitch, welcome to my hell.
I hate the ones who hate to love because they're[not] like me.