Apr 14, 2010 05:03
im never satisfied. im having a hard time to mold myself in a such a way for satisfaction and it feels soul crushing. and my whole entire life has been based around trying to find that satisfaction that stays. but im starting to realize that it might just be impossible for me find that perfect something. maybe it doesn't exist. or maybe i on some level dont want to find it. because then, what am i going to do with my time?
i need to learn to be satisfied with disatisfaction haha.
oh and by the way! the formspring bug finally caught up with me!! ask whatever you like about me at formspring.me/sugarxcomma (yes to you real actual people) because IP logging is off and anon commenting is oooonnn youuu skalliwagsss