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been a few weeks..
me and phill are over for good, i feel free in a way, and lonely as well.. its weird and i dont like it but i do.. either way its just really really weird.
umm..
i never know what to say in these things anymore
no one ever really wants to hang out so i am home all the time which just fucking sucks cuz even when i was really upset about the whole situation i had no one, i dont get it... but whatever, im obviously doing something wrong in order to be constantly blown off i guess..
but im trying to be more positive, so in being positive i say fuck it, i can be happy no matter who i have in my life.
i need cigarettes like bad, i gotta stop before work tomarrow and grab some...
me and phill are over for good, i feel free in a way, and lonely as well.. its weird and i dont like it but i do.. either way its just really really weird.
umm..
i never know what to say in these things anymore
no one ever really wants to hang out so i am home all the time which just fucking sucks cuz even when i was really upset about the whole situation i had no one, i dont get it... but whatever, im obviously doing something wrong in order to be constantly blown off i guess..
but im trying to be more positive, so in being positive i say fuck it, i can be happy no matter who i have in my life.
i need cigarettes like bad, i gotta stop before work tomarrow and grab some...