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ughh
shitty day. shitty ending..
NOTHING NEW THERE..
the thought that there is at least 30-40 years more of this ahead kills me..
its just too fucking boring, i want to sleep a few years away..
i need to go back to school and meet people..
if sucide didnt send you to hell, i swear i would have killed myself already..no joke
i sound so fucking emo, and i dont care i think being alone too much gives me too much time to think and be depressed.. i hate being alone.. and what sucks more is like never seeing your boyfriend.. and being confused on the whole subject anyway
i feel so fucking out of the loop on life.. why cant we just go back to 15 again when everyone would come over and sit on my stoop... everyone used to call me i was like.. that fuckin leader, i made the plans
now im shit..
i just wanna look the whole world in they eyes and say FUCK YOU.
goodnight
shitty day. shitty ending..
NOTHING NEW THERE..
the thought that there is at least 30-40 years more of this ahead kills me..
its just too fucking boring, i want to sleep a few years away..
i need to go back to school and meet people..
if sucide didnt send you to hell, i swear i would have killed myself already..no joke
i sound so fucking emo, and i dont care i think being alone too much gives me too much time to think and be depressed.. i hate being alone.. and what sucks more is like never seeing your boyfriend.. and being confused on the whole subject anyway
i feel so fucking out of the loop on life.. why cant we just go back to 15 again when everyone would come over and sit on my stoop... everyone used to call me i was like.. that fuckin leader, i made the plans
now im shit..
i just wanna look the whole world in they eyes and say FUCK YOU.
goodnight