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i used to be the ideal child.. i cooked, cleaned, got ok grades.. now im a fucking outcast in my own home.. they act like im such a bad kid.. i havnt drank or done anything like that in SO long.. all i did was date a black guy.. and phill isnt even a bad guy..
it took them 3 months to get my blood test appointment.. they dont understand how bad im getting.. i cant think straight anymore.. i keep blacking out.. getting dizzy.. i cant breather half the time.. im always tired.. i cant eat anymore.. my grades are fucking dropping.. i feel like i have no one.. i mean phill is there but he doesnt fucking understand.. he doesnt care.. no one does.. no one ever wants to hang out with me anymore.. no one calls me.. i used to be miss popularity.. i was out everyday, always had sumthin to do.. but these days i have nothing.. i spend my entire day home.. sleeping.. no one called.. phill was working.. but he was mad at me.. because if he does something to hurt me.. he gets mad at me.. he thinks hes always right..
i just dont kno what to do anymore
it took them 3 months to get my blood test appointment.. they dont understand how bad im getting.. i cant think straight anymore.. i keep blacking out.. getting dizzy.. i cant breather half the time.. im always tired.. i cant eat anymore.. my grades are fucking dropping.. i feel like i have no one.. i mean phill is there but he doesnt fucking understand.. he doesnt care.. no one does.. no one ever wants to hang out with me anymore.. no one calls me.. i used to be miss popularity.. i was out everyday, always had sumthin to do.. but these days i have nothing.. i spend my entire day home.. sleeping.. no one called.. phill was working.. but he was mad at me.. because if he does something to hurt me.. he gets mad at me.. he thinks hes always right..
i just dont kno what to do anymore