drunk on hard candy with a soft center.

[sugarvindicated]

i miss having purpose to my life. this is not to say i miss studying. i dont. but i miss having an objective, having daily routines, having the guarantee that i will see a specific group of friends every day in the void deck. and oh boy, i miss some friends so much.

but that aside, after a levels has been a ball. i havent felt so drained / exhausted / tired from social gatherings and outings since... i dont think it has ever been so intense before.

hours i've spent saving the world:
1. christmas, 3 hours
2. boxing day, 4 hours
3. second day of the new year, 6 bloody hours. ha, pun.

no more L4D2 for awhile. overkill. ha, pun.
i hate swamp fever.
ironically.
fern just msged me that 'paul wants to play L4D too(2!) get the pun?'  
me: 'ha, pun.'

there's work tmr.

i made a bunny scarf out of red tartan cloth. it looks.... badly made. which reduces cute factor.

i have not done 2009 shoutouts. not in right frame of mind to do it now. but, (shamelessly plugging) click for my 2009 organiser.   community.livejournal.com/organizers/731905.html

should stop talking now. considering that my brain feels like mushrooms. mush. ha, pun. bad pun.

kthnxbyenights, tralala, drunk.