Jun 30, 2003 00:34
I had allot of fun tonight at the drive in with Rach, JOn, Kev and Ash. I think watching "the hours" was a bad idea b/c I have been bummed out ever since. I think I have alot of things I need to figure out, and I find myself repeating so many habits that I thought had died a long time ago. I had so many fun plans for Summer and so far I haven't achieved any of them. I wish I had more control over my happiness, but a very wise Dominican friend once told me that "true happiness" is a lie and impossible to achieve but being content with life is a noble goal worth pursuing. So I guess tonight I'll start working on being more content, but I have all these ideas in my head and no outlet for them. In short I'm ready to start having some fun times!:) Any one want in?