Nov 06, 2004 02:27
I'm sitting here at my computer, tired but unable to sleep. I think to myself, I want to move, dance, do something. But, I have no true desire to just that at the current time. I want to sleep. I want to close my eyes and go into my world of dreams. No, it's not a perfect world there, it doesn't always make sence, it's not always pretty, it can be rather upsetting at times...but it's home to me. Sometimes I question this other world I live in. I wonder which I'd rather be in. The real one, or this one that exists only in my head. There are times when I can't decide. I almost always choose the real one. Because the real one has everything I know. The other, it's just a movie being viewed in 3-D. There are characters, but they only know their part. They can't grow more in the dream, they can't change things, they just know what's written in their script. But, that's one reason why I'm not sure which I'd rather be in. I guess it comes down to movie or truth.
Well, I'm off to visit my other land. I hope I get a good dream tonight. I'm in need of one.