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Debbie and I had a heart-to-heart on the phone last night. Apparently she made an appointment with a counsellor at school to deal with some things. Makes me think that if she can do that, maybe I could too?
I don't think I could. I think I'm doing good on my own.
It's weird how Beth and I are drifting apart, Debbie and I are growing closer. I don't know, Beth just seems to be so moody lately, and she's always skips classes. Well, it nice that Debbie feels that she can confide in me. It's nice to have real friends.
Yet, it still seems like I'm so alone at other times.
I had a dream last night... I don't really know how to feel about it. I'm sick right now, but I dreamed that I was coughing and then starting coughing up blood. That's a sign of TB, so my landlord took me to the ER. I was admitted, and then put in a room with a roommate. That night, I was feeling sad, so this male roommate came over and got into bed with me. We didn't do anything. He just held me. I remember feeling so loved.
Yeah... so... I don't know what to think.
I don't think I could. I think I'm doing good on my own.
It's weird how Beth and I are drifting apart, Debbie and I are growing closer. I don't know, Beth just seems to be so moody lately, and she's always skips classes. Well, it nice that Debbie feels that she can confide in me. It's nice to have real friends.
Yet, it still seems like I'm so alone at other times.
I had a dream last night... I don't really know how to feel about it. I'm sick right now, but I dreamed that I was coughing and then starting coughing up blood. That's a sign of TB, so my landlord took me to the ER. I was admitted, and then put in a room with a roommate. That night, I was feeling sad, so this male roommate came over and got into bed with me. We didn't do anything. He just held me. I remember feeling so loved.
Yeah... so... I don't know what to think.