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for some reason i feel like it is the same as when i was told the dirtiest thing ended up being the sponge. or that the most alone you'll ever feel will most likely be in a crowded area. i was aiming at all the people and things and places that aimed at me but the only people who got hurt were in the room behind me. the friends and family i ignored and pushed around and the pets i forgot to feed. i am trying really hard to put down the gun.