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[sugarsin]

I should be getting ready to go out.  I'm so not in the mood though.  But I also don't want to stay at home.  I really don't want to get dressed.  Whatever I wear, I will be cold.  I'm always cold, even in the summer.  Do you think it would look weird to go to the bar in a snowsuit?  Probably.  I wish you could get warm drinks at the bar too, drinks with ice in them always make me even more cold.  One good thing is that I have basically QUIT smoking, I have had 1 1/2 cigarettes in 2 weeks, so I won't have to go outside to smoke, that will keep me warmer.  I'm bringing a toque and mitts with me tonight,. sigh I guess I should get dressed. If I could really do anything that I wanted tonight, it would be to go back to Tenspa and lay on the 50 degree marble for a few more hours.  That would be sublime.  I am very excited about the male strippers on tuesday.  My parents might even come.  My cuba friends are coming, and they fucking rule.  Those crazy animals.  SOME (male) people won't come, and they (he) is a loser, you know who you are, that is if you even go on livejournal anymore, you loser.  If my DAD is going to the strippers, I think you can too.  But anyway.  Gotta get ready.  I had a gross dinner, it was unsatisfying.  But you know what is satisfying?  This drink and this music.

I WILL SEE YOU ALL IN HELL.

sometimes I like to make public posts incase anyone spies on my journal.  ENJOY!!

also if you read this please comment, i am bored and it will add some spice to my life.  i don't care what you say.