knock on wood,metal,foam

[sugarshortcake]

so because i had to say i was finally healthy of course i got really sick afterwards. bah. i made katey get mad sick too it was not very fun. i still think i would not like to live in albany any longer. i hate running into people everywhere and having it be so small that everyone knows everything about yourlife. dont get me wrong i like that i run into my friends and shit and that everyone is so close but i feel like i wont be able to grow or change or learn anything new in a town like this. but who knows i could just be going through a phase. i miss darryl . i think thats what my problem is. when he was here things just had a better flow-people had a better attitude- and there was always someone there to fix things that got crazy. I think it would also be nice to see whatelse the world has to offer in different places ...i like the ny state of mind but it would be nice to step out of it for a while. maybe when i finish school.

i feel like im going to be going to school forever but i guess i dont really mind. i belive i will be moving back to albany within the next couple months so if you see any place for rent let me know! troy just didnt do it for me. its too far for someone who doesnt drive and no one ever wants to come out and visit. its like the complete opposite of my myrtle apt where people would just constantly come by.

ugh i still dont feel 100% better:(