Title: Hers No Longer
Pairing: Secret! highlight to be spoiled! Lily Luna/Hugo
Rating: R
Word Count: 587
Warnings: angst, het, highlight for additional warnings: cousincest
Beta: None; all mistakes are mine, so feel free to point them out.
Disclaimer: All Harry Potter characters herein are the property of J.K. Rowling and Bloomsbury/Scholastic. No copyright infringement is intended.
A/N: Written for
speedpr0nz! Based on the prompt of "Andromeda's house" and
this picture.
Oh God, Lily thought. Why is he here? Why did he come?
She sipped at her drink nervously. They were at Andromeda's house, celebrating Teddy's birthday. Teddy seemed to be having a good time, his arm slung around Victoire's slim shoulders, laughing at a joke James had told. The object of her panic had walked in the front door with his new girlfriend, his freckled hand clutched in the girl's pale one.
His new girlfriend didn't look anything like Lily. She was blonde with blue eyes, and she smiled mischeviously as she looked up at his face. He smiled down at her and it was evident that there was no thought of Lily in his mind.
It had been over a year. Over a year since they had broken up. He did it right after they had fucked, his fingers hot and insistent in her, thumb pressing against her clit. Lily remembered being awash in champagne bubbles from Gran's birthday dinner, flooded and drowsy. He hadn't touched a drop all night. A littany of "Oh God, oh God, oh God" fell from her lips as she got close and he shut her up with a hand over her mouth. His parents were sleeping upstairs.
Lily swallowed roughly, her mouth dry. It had been over a year, but she still missed him. Still yearned for his touch. They agreed to be "just friends." Like that ever worked. He promised her he would always be there for her. It had been a lie, like every other thing he had promised her.
She twisted the glass in her hands, trying not to follow them out of the corner of her eye as they made small talk around the room. Four years. They had been together for nearly four years. They lost their virginities together. She gave him his first blowjob. He was the only boy who could make her come until she thought she could see stars. She remembered the way he licked his way up her freckled thighs, his breath hot against her cunt. Lily closed her eyes, recalling the memory. She played with her breasts, like she always did, nipples hard against her fingers. She looked down to see the shaggy head of red hair between her thighs, eyes closed, ginger lashes stark against his face. When he would look up, those blue eyes stole her breath away as he winked. That was the last thing she remembered before she came, crying out as she tightened around his fingers, his tongue, his mouth.
He worshiped her, like she was some sort of goddess. He saw her as a goddess.
There was no substitute for him. Lily still missed him and their relationship was never the same afterward. Whenever they would hug, he always kept her at a distance. As if he was afraid of getting too close and rekindling what they had. Their bodies knew each other when they would embrace. Lily memorized every angle and slope of his body against hers, the way his chest was firm and the smell of his skin against her face. The softness of his hair through her fingers, the scratch of stubble against her cheek when they would kiss.
No more. He was hers no longer and she ached with needing him.
They were done wishing Teddy a happy birthday and he caught sight of her. He grinned and Lily smiled back uneasily.
"Hi Lily," he said. "This is Meredith."
"Hello Hugo," Lily replied. "It's nice to meet you, Meredith."