- i know ive let you down -
[mood | 
worried ]
so vani calls me this morning and leaves me a voicemail cuz i dont pick up. the message says 'hey lauren, i have some really bad news for you, but i don't want you to hear it from someone stupid so text me back.' i dont get this for like 15 minutes, but i text her back and then she tells me that she doesn't want to tell me on text.
so now im stuck.
i dont know what to do, i dont know what it is.
im trying to think about what it could possibly be and i dont have the slightest clue. =/ i dunno, im just really worried.
i hope everyone is okay =/
ETA (2:30): so it turns out one of my favorite teachers passed away. she had cancer, so she didnt teach this semester, but everyone thought she was getting better. apparently she's been at home with hospice for almost a month. and its just terrible because she was an AMAZING teacher and an amazing person in general. i learned so much in that class, and it made me a better writer in general. i would be excited to go to that class. i was just talking about how i wanted her to write my recomendation for college yesterday. =/ its just a really sad situation.
so if everyone could keep her family, friends and students in your prayers, id really appreciate.
You'll be missed Ms. Gray.
worried ]
so vani calls me this morning and leaves me a voicemail cuz i dont pick up. the message says 'hey lauren, i have some really bad news for you, but i don't want you to hear it from someone stupid so text me back.' i dont get this for like 15 minutes, but i text her back and then she tells me that she doesn't want to tell me on text.
so now im stuck.
i dont know what to do, i dont know what it is.
im trying to think about what it could possibly be and i dont have the slightest clue. =/ i dunno, im just really worried.
i hope everyone is okay =/
ETA (2:30): so it turns out one of my favorite teachers passed away. she had cancer, so she didnt teach this semester, but everyone thought she was getting better. apparently she's been at home with hospice for almost a month. and its just terrible because she was an AMAZING teacher and an amazing person in general. i learned so much in that class, and it made me a better writer in general. i would be excited to go to that class. i was just talking about how i wanted her to write my recomendation for college yesterday. =/ its just a really sad situation.
so if everyone could keep her family, friends and students in your prayers, id really appreciate.
You'll be missed Ms. Gray.