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They say home is where the heart is. In that case I want to go home. I have lived at this stupid house for over 3 months now. they have been the most miserable 3 months of my life. I'm so sick of this stupid town. Nobody talks to me. I don't have any friends out here. if i need someone, i have to drive half an hour to see them. and even that doesnt matter cuz i have so much friggin homework that i dont even have time for a life. I don't have any money. I don't have a job (not that there is anywhere to even work)Everyone just stares at me like i am a monster. my mom is starting to like it. they have halloween out here. my dad loves it. and ever since i have lived here i have been secluded to this stupid house. its either snowing or raining so im stuck inside. i keep hoping that this is a bad dream and i will wake up soon. but i know i wont. I miss all you guys. i dont even get to see most of my friends anymore. i just want to go home. I just want everything to be like it used to be. when i was actually happy.