Feb 14, 2005 00:13
I am in the worst mood right now. We came downstairs to watch Sky, and we'd been down here about 10 minutes and he falls asleep. The joke is, as soon as I get pissed off and leave the room, he miraculously wakes up and watches TV. Am I that boring that he can't stay awake in my company? He can stay awake long enough to fuck about on his stupid 4-track and guitar, but not to pay some attention to me. Is it too much to fucking ask? It's not as if it's the middle of the week and he's been getting up at 7, no. He got up at 11, and is asleep 12 and a half hours later. I'm just getting really sick and tired of it. And, how dare I comment on it! I don't have to get up at 7 every morning, and I don't work as hard as he does, do I? How dare I want to spend some time with my boyfriend when he's actually awake, or not fucking around with a guitar or an effects peddle or a fucking amp. Men are stupid.
And E.T. is the saddest thing on T.V. ever? No it fucking isn't. What did I watch the other night that had me sobbing like a fool...damn it, I can't remember. But it wasn't a stupid 80's film about a creature that doesn't exsist, I'll tell you that. I can't believe Love Story wasn't even in the top 10. And to make it worse, that TWAT Jimmy Carr was presenting it, so if you did feel sad about any of the things featured on it, he made you feel like a right pleb for doing so. In fact, that was the worst "saddest things" I have ever had the misfortune to see. I am mad beyond belief. I think that when I'm done on here, I'm just going to let him stay asleep in an uncomfortable position in the front room. But will I be able to sleep? Will I fuck.
And while I'm pissed off about stuff, Will and Tigger can both fuck off as well. I don't regard them as friends anymore. I've tried getting back in contact for too long. It's their fucking turn. Fuck the CO-OP, fuck Ben Jones. Fuck my Dad for being absent every single fucking time I need him. Fuck Kelly Osbourne. She's a fat ugly hypocrite, who hates people who are prettier than her. You've got a lot of people to bitch about, cause girl, look around. Everyone is prettier than you. Even Ozzy. Fuck the The bands. Fuck Kate Moss and Pete Doherty. Fuck the Brit awards, and Robbie twattish Williams for winning best song of the last 25 years - what that fuck was that about? It beat Queen and Joy Division. Are you joking me? In that case, fuck RADIO 2 listeners. They haven't got a clue about music. Fuck Jo Whiley as well. I know she's radio 1, but she's a cunt.
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