Sep 27, 2005 17:32
Okay, so I think we're gonna talk about 'us' on Friday. But, the way he's been talking, I'm pretty sure that he's going to suggest the whole 'lets be friends' thing. I can't just be friends with him. I know I can't. It's hard enough not being a couple, so to speak, but I know I can't do 'friends' with him. There's too much between us. I'm depressed as hell, and yet I'd still jump into bed with him in seconds. That's such a horrid thought. Not being able to do that again. Or just be with him.
I'm stupidly turned on. And I have been for oh, 2 weeks nearly.
How can I go from having everything, to having nothing? I don't get it. I also don't get how someone can promise you the world and then snatch it away. You don't just say those things if you don't mean them. And if you meant them, you wouldn't be so willing to give up so easily.