Meh
So I'm going back to school soon. The 26th of August to be precise. I'm not really sure if I want to go back...so much has been going on that I'm not sure I'm ready to be there. Yeah I miss everyone but I'm worried about repeating what happened. I'm worried about what connections I've severed over there and who's really going to be there for me when I get back. I'm worried that I'll keep trying to be invisible and stopping myself from having any form of relationships.
Apparently I'm still grieving over the loss of comfort and connection I had to everyone back home. I won't lie, I feel like I've lost most of what kept me sane here and that scares me because I'm worried what will happen without it. Without Corinne I'm pretty sure that I would be more of a mess than I currently am but there is only so much one person can do. I feel hopless and lost and am worried that that feeling will only intensify when I get back to Hartford.
Apparently I'm still grieving over the loss of comfort and connection I had to everyone back home. I won't lie, I feel like I've lost most of what kept me sane here and that scares me because I'm worried what will happen without it. Without Corinne I'm pretty sure that I would be more of a mess than I currently am but there is only so much one person can do. I feel hopless and lost and am worried that that feeling will only intensify when I get back to Hartford.