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Mar 22, 2007 16:14

people are being insane, are you trying to drive me into the ground? because its working

i get pressure after pressure i cant handle it anymore.

my mom's on my case about homework and grades
i want to do well but i get anxious under pressure. thats why i cant get anything higher than a C on a math test.

chemistry is so freaking hard im almost failing that class. i have a C- and i desperately want to get it higher. Im on the edge of getting a B- in Math, i really want it. and spanish is just out the door i cant deal with it anymore.

then work is a whole other subject. something that i didnt have anything to do with and somehow i got in the middle.Two adults stuck me the 16 yr old in the middle. Its not my place to talk back or suggest things to my boss and its also not right to take her side when she is putting down someone. Drama is unneccessary. Do you realize what this is all over a freaking second delivery of bagels that we didnt need in the first place. How did it get to this? how did it get to name calling, swearing, and me sweating like im gonna lose my job. Its just a job but hell i actually like it and am pretty good at it, even Kandi said that. But wth?

i want it to go away all of it

my head hurts
i feel like im gonna throw up
and idk why

i really need to get to my homework
i have a lot
and work out to fix my disgusting body

but im so tired, feel sick and miss jahmal.

i dont want to do shit right now........................
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