Apr 02, 2006 22:23
Well well well, let's see.....It's been about 2 months since the last entry. Many things have happened. I saw The Black Clouds and Underdogs tour [Fall Out Boy, All-American Rejects, Hawthorne Heights, From First To Last and The Hush Sound] with Heather. We missed The Hush Sound which didn't matter, we didn't care about them. From First To Last were gay, but I liked the other three. Um....I also saw and Met Rob Zombie. Also his wife, Sheri Moon Zombie [who I love! She's so cute!]
um.....i've gotten sick both mentally and physically. I got 3 wisdom teeth out, I had another dog for a week, and now we're dog sitting for the devil's dog! I was also DE-NIED by someone I liked a lot. Um.....and now, just some words I wrote last night when I was in a very sad and depressed mood. It probably doesn't make sense, since I wrote whatever popped into my head. And they're not the coolest of sentences, but it's just something I feel like sharing. Make all the fun you want.
I'm sorry I can't be the whore you desire
I don't have that perfect shape of the glass you have so much time for
You flirt and you tease, but when it comes down to it
Would you really fuck me?
You would rather fuck with my emotions and make me think I could have had the chance with the perfect guy
Does he really exist?
Does he even reside in your soul a quarter of an ounce?
Maybe he does. At least I thought he did.
Or maybe I'm the crazy one.
Maybe I wanted you so badly
I could taste your lips
So sweet, so loving
Instead of cuddles and kisses
I got tears and stitches
Of course, I got a big FUCK YOU!
I wanted to add more, but it would all end up saying the same thing in a different way with different words. Yes, it's stupid, and retarded, but I am glad to let all you people read my crap! What an honor. ;) I dunno, maybe for a moment I thought I could be a song writer or poet of depression. HA! I amuse myself :)
In other news, this is why I don't update. It's just a waste of time and I don't lead a very exciting life apparently. YAY!!! I have been a lot happier lately though. Why, I don't know, but it's not too bad. Other things have happened, but I just can't remember at the moment I suppose.
So, what's new with you?